Letter(s) from Rozalina Suhova to Steve (England)

Letter 1

Greetings, my new friend Steven!!!

I am very glad that you have written an answer to me. I liked your profile and I consider, that you are a very interesting person. I would like to learn you better, and also your interests, your hobby, what most of all involves you, who are you in general. What is your field of activity? What exactly you had been involved by your work? Now I shall tell a little about myself.
My name is Rozalina. I am 25 years old. My growth is 168 cm. My weight is 55 kg. I was born and I live in the city of Nizhnevartovsk of the Russian Federation in a family of the simple hardworking worker. My father died, when I was 10 years old. An accident happened to him. At a factory where he worked, the outflow of poisonous substance was formed. There was an explosion. A lot of workers died as a result of it. My father was among them. Since then I live with my mum. My mum is a very kind and sympathetic woman. We are very close with her. After the death of the father we supported each other very much, and it pulled us together even more. Now she is on pension. I work as a tutor in the children's garden. I love my work in spite of the fact that the salary is very small. It is the unique minus in my work. Basically I see pluss, but how heavily would not be inside of mel, what difficulties would not meet on my way, I can consult with it. As soon as I come to my work all varies. My pupils support me very much. Unless any insult, any pain, any grief, any sorrow will resist before kind children's eyes, before the child who trustfully stretches to you his small gentle arms. You know, I want to have a present, strong amicable family very much. And I know, that I shall do everything and I shall offer much for the sake of the favourite person. I do not give great value to the appearance of the person. It is important to me to know his inner world and how he thinks and feels. I hope, I shall find such man who can add bright paints and instants in my life in your person. Such person who will make me happy. Unfortunately, I should finish my letter, because the Internet cafe, which I visit, is closing. ( I do not have a computer at home).
I will be waiting for your letter with impatience!!!!
I hope that it will happen soon.
I wish you to have a good day.
Good-bye, my new friend Steven!!!!


Letter 2

Hello, my dear Steven!!!

You will ask: why dear? I shall answer: because there is nothing more dearly for me than to get acquainted with the new interesting person. My dear, I wish to thank you for fine photos. If you you knew as me it was pleasant to receive them. I think that you very beautiful man. And good luck has really smiled to me when I have got acquainted with you.
Probably you in that place where do you live you use the big popularity at women :).
In our life much depends on a case. I trust, that not casually I have followed the advice of my girlfriend and decided to try to find my love in other world, in the world of the Internet. I believe, that all is not casual in our life. It is necessary to trust. To trust in the future and to hope only for the best. I am very glad that I got acquainted with you. I search a worthy man in order to live with him all my life. I consider, that you are the worthy person! And what do you think about it? I have already written about myself, that I work as a tutor in the children's a garden. I like my work very much because it brings to me pleasure and internal heat. In general children seem flowers for me, each child is individual and beautiful in his own way. It is very interesting to observe the mutual relations among children in a group, how character of the child displays, how he improves his own 'I' in collective and realizes himself as a person. In spite of the fact that the children are still small, they understand and realize everything. I like to work with children very much. Though, the soul of the child lives in each adult. If to speak about my crazes and hobbies I should say that the hobby which I like very much is to go on the nature in the company of my friends and girlfriends, to go to the cinema, theatre. One of my most favourite hobbies is cooking. As the allknown proverbsays - the way to the man's heart lays through his stomach. Therefore I consider, that the man should be always satisfied. My firm dish is a chicken of tobacco. In general I am able to cook everything, beginning from an omelette and finishing confectionery products. I learnt to cook myself because since the childhood I was always involved with kitchen and what there was. And what dishes do you prefer? I also like to dance very much and to go in for sports. I like swimming, running and fitness very much. I have absolutely forgotten to tell to you, that my passion are flowers, both room, and decorative. It is pleasant to me very much, when in an apartment there are a lot of flowers. It is not only beautiful, but useful for health. I also like to listen to the music, reading. I read much. The preference depends on my mood. The choice of music is also depends on my mood: form classical till modern. On the whole, I have a lot of passions. I am drawed by all new and interesting. And what crazes and hobbies do you have? Tell me. It will be very pleasant to me to learn something new about you. Unfortunately, I must finish my letter. Send me please your photos if you can. I simply want to know you better and I want to look at you when I am writing letters to you. It doesn't matter for me how you look. I simply want to look in your eyes ans see how you smile.
Well, that's all - I am waiting an answer from you, my dear friend Steven!!!! Good-bye!!!


Letter 3

Good afternoon my close person Steven!!!

How are your business? How's your day passed? I hope, that it has passed excellently. My dear, from your letter I have understood, that you have a motorcycle. When, I was little bit younger, very much liked to go by a motorcycle. Probably, sometime, we could go together on your motorcycle :). I think to you it will be interesting to find out about my mutual relations with men in the past. I was never married and I have no children. I did not marry earlier because was afraid to be mistaken in the choice. I wished to find really good decent the man. Which will never deceive me and to break my heart. In fact I so have suffered from love in the past. I met with young rich enough with the man. We even talked about wedding. But then I have found out that my guy has other girl. Also that he never loved me but only used me. I was in a shock when have found out it! My heart has been broken! Now I try will find the person which is a little bit more senior than me. Because it seems to me that these people in due course become kinder and sensual. In a life they are more sensitive and consider the woman as object for care. I very much hope that you such the man. I'm fine. There was a usual working day today. I was found with the small pupils till the evening, after a dinner arranged various competitions for kiddies. They were given various tasks: both on speed and dexterity, and on a skill to think and understand. The winners received sweet prizes. All children remained happy. When I have come home after work, I did not know, what to do, because all my thoughts were only about you, my darling Steven!!! In general from the moment of our acquaintance I do not stop thinking of you. I go to bed and wake up with the thoughts of you, and all the day I think, how you are there, what you do during that moment when I recollect you, I asked by a question, whether you recollect me. You know, you really became a part of my life. I miss you very much, I feel, that you are necessary to me, any force pulls me to you, my dear Steven, and I cannot make anything with myself. And I think, if it is good for me or not. I do not want to mistaken, but my heart prompts me, that I was not mistaken, having got acquainted with you. Especially I have told about you to the mum and mum has told, that you are a good person and you I may trust you. And mum will never advise the daughter bad, on the contrary, she always wishes only best, she wishs me to be happy. The only thing that does not suffice me, is a happiness with the favourite person. It is necessary for each woman: to come home, to the family in which warmly and cosy, where everybody appreciates and waits for her, and the loving husband who loves and preserves her against all problems, and children-flowers and pleasure of a life, do this family rather strong and amicable. Probably, it is dream of every girl and the woman - to be beloved and to love herself. I often think of it. I want happiness and heat like every other woman wants. I wish to live with the favourite person, to spend with him days and nights, to look in his eyes and to feel palpation of the heart, because, feelings simply fight outside. I wish to love and feel, that we are indivisible whole with him. I trust in such love when you can not represent a life without the person. And I feel, that I am in several steps from such love. Here now I write this letter, and I have such sensation as though you somewhere beside, you see all, and it seems to me that I feel your presence near me. It seems, some seconds and you will come into the Internet-cafe in which I am, and will tell to me: 'It is not necessary, do not write, I wish to talk to you'. And we shall go with you to walk, and we shall talk about everything on the Earth, I shall look in your eyes, and you will look in mine, and it will be not necessary to go to the Internet-cafe and to write to you letters. It will be possible to meet simply and all to tell, looking directly in eyes. Yes, these all are dreams, easier dreams. You are, probably, a little surprised, having learned about my desires and dreams, but and I do not wish it to hide it from you. Though, it seems to me, that you have desires and dreams too. Perhaps, you wish to divide them with mine??? Unfortunately, I should go, but I shall leave my Internet cafe with thoughts about you, and I will be missing you, my dear Steven!!! Gently whole you and I look forward to hearing from you with impatience!!!

Your girlfriend Rozalina.

Letter 4

Hi, my kitten!!!

Don't you against that I called you so? All is interconnected in our world and there are a lot of prophetic, looking on which we test different feelings and emotions. Yesterday my mum and I saw kittens in the market. They were so fine, that we could not keep our feelings and bought one kitten to ourselves. In most cases kittens cause to the person only light tender feelings. You know, when I have seen these kittens in the market, I at once have thought of you. Recently I am frequently thinking about you. It is improbable, but I have become attached to you, and you have entered into my life. I name you my kitten because you cause to me very gentle quivering feelings. Every day I feel, that I become more and more attached to you. It is improbable, my dear Steven! We have got acquainted with you still more recently, and we never saw each other. But I have such feeling, that we have already being familiar with you for a long time. And don't you have a such feeling? By the way a kitten was named Pushok, because it is grey and fluffy. At it has big and expressive eyes. When I take a kitten on hands and look in its eyes, I'm thinking of you. This small lump requires my caress and kindness. The kitten transfers me all positive energy. I stroke it and I miss on you. I mentally represent, that I stroke you. Pushok became for me a symbol of tenderness and caress, and love without which the person cannot simply live. You would know, how I miss you now, my close friend Steven!!! I would like to embrace you so much, my kitten, and not to release anywhere. And to talk to you. About everything. And so to stir since early morning till late at night, till we would want to sleep. It is so lonely to me now. There is such feeling that in all world you are the one who understands me and supports. It is a pity, that you are not present beside with me this minute! I wished to tell, that I was lost in this life. But, having met you, I again have found myself, I again wanted to live and be pleased lives. I wanted to change myself. And to change not outside, but inside. Though, all has gradually exchanged. And now all is good with me. I began to be pleased to each day of my life because I know that I shall come in the Internet cafe, and there I shall see a letter from my good kitten. And my mood will become even better, than it was, and eyes will be lit with happiness. And then I shall come home, and there I will be met by my small fluffy pupil. I shall look at it, and think of you. I shall also make something tasty for a supper. I like to cook very much, when I have remarkable mood! The prepared dish becomes from it even more tasty. You definitely influence on me only positive, my gentle Steven!!! I heard, that your women on the first place have a career. They do not prepare, and order meal.
In general heard, that they do not give a lot of time to family and the house. At us on the contrary. First of all woman should be able to do everything on facilities, it isto cook good, create a cosiness and comfort in the house. And the man should work and contain family. After his heavy working day the tasty supper and the woman who is his assistant and the wise adviser should wait at home. I make tasty supper every day. But there is no such person in my city and in my country whom I would wait at home every evening and miss in his absence. Such person whom I would care of and sincerely love. There is no such person in all Russia. Perhaps, this person now reads this letter? And he cannot come today and have supper with me, because it is too far to go: I am sorry, but I should finish the letter. The Internet cafe where I go, is been closing. I leave, but for short a while. I leave with thoughts of you, my kitten Steven!!!
I shall miss and wait for your following letter!!!

Your Rozalina.

Letter 5

Hi, my gentle and sympathetic Steven!!!

And again you force me to smile, because your letter again in my mailbox. I wish to tell to you many thanks that you are such kind and understanding! Thanks that you have brought in my life a pice of pleasures and heat. Thanks, that you are always beside me, support me, mentally help me. Thanks that you are, my good Steven!!! It is very pleasant to me, how you concern to me. I'm constantly thinking about you. I asked myself: may be, you are that person whom I searched? I wish to trust in it very much and most of all I do not wish to be mistaken in the choice. But heart prompts to me, that I was not mistaken, when have trusted in you. You are the one man who is necessary to me. The man with whom can be not only physical affinity, but also spiritual. You became for me those unique, and I can not stop thinking of you.
I understand, that all my feelings can differ from yours, but it seems to me, that in spite of the fact that we know each other not so long, you feel the same. At least, I would like to hope for it. In general recently I'm constantly dreaming. I dream about you, about the future. It would be desirable to glance for an instant in the future and to learn, what the destiny has prepared to me. And probably somehow to prevent the bad moments which can happen in a life... If so it was possible to make, probably, each person would live simply ideally. Without difficulties and losses. But our life is striped. One strip is white, another strip is black. The only thing stands above all is love. Mutual love. Love from heart. Love which can overcome all barrier and distances. I trust in this love! And you??? Write to me, please, about all your ideas on this occasion. It is very important to me to know your opinion.
On it this word I say to you good-bye, but not farewell! I will be waiting for your following letter with impatience!
Many kisses to you!

Your Rozalina...

Letter 6

Hello my beloved Steven!!!!!!

It is fine day today, the weather is simply excellent, it is warmly in the street. From the moment of our acquaintance, I have understood, that you are the one whom I searched. It is very easily to me with you. You are the kindest, sympathetic and understanding man. With each your new letter I began to fall in love with you. I do not know, but it began to occur itself :.. On call of heart. in some days, on work I have caught myself on an idea, that I love you, my Kitten! Following ideas at once have occurred: Why do I love you? I have come to conclusion, that it is impossible to explain occurrence of love by means of any reason (for example: appearance, mind, character), otherwise, if such reasons have really played the role no love is present, and there is only its parody. Much more important that occurs to the person (in this case with me); what are made internal changes, how his soul reveals. I again began to write verses, the spark of passion and love lighted in me and it is only for one person - for you, my sweet Steven! The Loving person always is ingenious, as opens for itself and the beloved that is hidden from any other person. That is, this person is able to love. Here are the ideas which came to my mind for the last days. I went on a fountain, that on quay. Observing it, I thought, that our letters, as water from a fountain, Each time brings the unforgettable moments in our lives. I represent, how many happiness we shall present, each other, when we shall meet. I reflected, as it is possible to express that force of my love which I test to you. My kid, you became the image of pure, sincere and eternal love for me. Now I have recollected words from the film 'Hasten to love':' The love is always patient also goods, it never is jealous. The love does not happen boastful, vain, rough and selfish. It does not take offence and does not offend'. My love to you,Steven, is boundless. I am so enamoured in you, I can not imagine, how far I can leave in the feelings. I dream, of, how you and me will leave from all for a small country house to hide from problems and cares of week-day. There we are betraid to freedom of will and waves of love, and only stars shine to us to a two at night. My lovely Steven, I miss you so much!!! I am not present without you, all is wrong, I do not live any more. The sight my looking does not stop anywhere, heart knocks so strongly, that it seems, I shall not live till the morning, if only again to receive a news from you!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY STRONGLY!!!

Your Rozalina.

Letter 7

Hi, my precious Steven!!!

How are you? I Hope, your day has passed safely and you are again glad to see my letter in the mailbox. My dear I am not assured that correctly has understood your letter. And your letter I have understood that you suggest me to meet you. I wish to tell that since that moment as I have started to correspond with you That has started to think about our meeting. We can walk having joined hands And you can show me all to sight of that place where do you live. I think that it will be very romantic!!!!! We shall perfectly spend time and to give each other all our love and care. Probably, I already spoke you that very much I like to receive as a gift flowers!!! My favourite flowers red roses are. If we sometime shall meet I shall be very glad to receive from you this little, but very pleasant gift. And what you think of our meeting my dear Steven??? Probably you could write to me time in which you wish to meet me??????? Everything is usual with me, anything especial while you did not receive my the letter for that time did not happen. Though I am mistaken. … there was one thing. I began to miss you more strongly. Our acquaintance has left a deposit in my soul, something has occured inside of me that I can not and I do not wish to get rid of it. But it is not a shame to me, and on the contrary, it became somehow easier to live and feel. I wait for your letter as at a drought wait for a rain, and your letter, as well as a rain, becomes for me saving. It gives me a drink of fresh air, and to breathe begins easier. It is very complex to me to explain all the feelings to you. If I spoke to you now, instead of writing a letter, it would sound absolutely in another way. A letter-it is a unique way to transfer ideas, not deforming them. A letter-is something neutral between external and private world of the person. Therefore I write these all. Sometimes it seems to me, that it is easier to write, than to tell. In the letter it is possible to pick up those words which do not suffice when you speak and you look the person fool in the face. Do you agree with me, my darling Steven??? I wish to tell to you about a dream which has dreamed me this night. There is a sign, that if somebody will tell the dream it will not come true. But I do not trust. I consider, that all this superstition. I simply wish to share with you that wonderful fairy tale which has dreamed me! Though who knows, maybe, it is all not the fairy tale... I saw the wedding in my drem. There were a lot of people-men and women. Men were in strict classical suits, and women were very beautifully and elegantly dressed. First I did not understand, that they all were invited and everyone was so dressed on the occasion of wedding. These men and women approached by machines on any building. They were very happy, all talked to each other. I observed it from the side. And here in air hung silence, Mendelson's march played, and I saw a girl. She was dressed in a magnificent white dress. She held a bouquet of flowers in her hand. The man in a strict suit went near her and held her under a hand. There were the groom and the bride. They went on a corridor between visitors. In the end of a corridor there was a woman in a suit and held a red folder. It was very strange to observe all of it because I saw everybody, and nobody saw me. It seeved, that I was not there. And then this pair approached to this woman. She read through something from that folder. Then the groom and the bride have exchanged rings, and the woman told: ' I Declare you the husband and the wife! ' The groom and the bride kissed, and I looked at them, on their happiness and felt, that everything, that occured in that building is directly connected with me. Only one thing I could not understand, how my life can be connected with all it. Then the bride began to throw a wedding bouquet. And I caught it. It came in my hands itself. I hold this bouquet of flowers and look at the bride and on the groom. The bride turns around, and I see, that she is I. We look against each other and we are silent. On this my dream had been broken, and I woke up. Only then I understood, that actually I had seen the wedding. Here the dream which dreamed to me. What do you think of it? On this question I finish the letter and I shall wait for your answer with impatience!
Gently kiss you!
Good-bye, my gentle Steven!!!!

Your Rozalina.

Letter 8

Hi my lovely Steven!!!!

I am very glad to receive a letter from you. My dear, probably, I already said to you, that never was in other country. And for me travel abroad very much a critical decision. And I little am afraid of it. I have decided for myself, that I will move to other country to the beloved. Only if I will be completely assured, that this man will always beat me and to care of me. Also will never break my heart. I wish to be assured, that near to this person I will be in full safety. My dear, I hope, you understand that I write to you. But, I wish to tell, that during our acquaintance I have had time to be convinced, that you the decent and fair man. I see as a lot of love of heat and care in your words. And it seems to me, that I can trust you. I hope, that was not mistaken in my a choice when has got acquainted with you. I very much hope, that I can trust you. And when I will arrive to you that, I will be in full safety. My beloved, in your letter you suggest me to arrive to you. I agree with you. I too very much want, that we were together. After all I love you, and I see, how strongly you love me. I think, that for continuation of our love and ours relations, we are obliged to be together. My love, you know, that I never travelled in the friend the country. And a little that I know about it. Probably, for arrival to you it will be necessary for me to receive any documents. I can descend in travel agency and learn, that is necessary for our meeting. My dear, you want, that I have made it??? After all thus we will know, how much our meeting is real. I often see dreams where different persons flash, float different memoirs, all this varies as the staff in familiar film. All loses any sense without my beloved. I constantly think of you and I analyze all our correspondence, since the very first letter. Each person has the secluded corner of soul where breaks most secret dreams and desires. There is also more valuable - your world which you will nobody share with, unless only with the person most native and dear to you. It is important that this person understood you, merged with you in a single whole, became an integral part of your world, mysterious and unique. It some kind of the centre of gravity of two loving hearts under an aura of romanticism. Enamoured pair as two snow-white swans personify a symbol eternal, pure, and unique love. If they together that it for ever, with death of one of them dies also another. Everyone dreams of such present, strong and mad love. I searched for such love very long, and here my searches have crowned success. Who only would know what costed to me, to pass such difficult and long way with grief and deep sadness. Last days I feel estrangement from everything, an emotional condition. I worry and experience for you how you are there, somewhere away, for thousand miles from me... When I receive your letters as if all breaks inside of me because I understand, how much we now far apart.. During such moments, I would press you to the loving heart and would not give anybody, warming kind and pure love. Without you, my favourite, it is impossible to live to me, each sigh in my breast is reflected by a pain. It would be desirable to see you and to tell, how I strongly love you!!! I do not wish to see anybody, except of you. I want to see your smile. Something has broken inside of me, sits deeply and it is hidden, and after a while appears in my opinion. I can not hide it, in fact an eye do not tell lies. I do not know, how much forces will suffice to keep and not to surrender. In my soul war with myself, as the tense strings, it is impossible to weaken and draw feelings. The only thing, my love all as warmly and cosy lives in my heart. When I start to think of you, I appreciate every instant, lead with you. Let even mentally. You are necessary for me as air. I thought of you and represented our future meeting. I so dream about it!!! Recently I have drawn myself to a conclusion which consists in the following - it is impossible to regret about time as which as you consider, have lead in vain. Such does not happen, especially, when there has come time of love, time of soft rains. The main thing to trust in yourself and in the beloved person, the best time for us to appreciate a life in its all paints and displays. Concerning friends as a special category of people, I have understood absence of necessity for them. They basically are necessary, but such it is not enough or they in general are not present, the presents in full sense of this word - FRIENDS. My rule - the friend will not tell farewell never, he will be your support which can be let into the secrets, to rely during the difficult moment. In my opinion, such people are not present. So there is only your favourite person, true to you and the feelings, not capable to betray you, your support always and everywhere. For me such person are you, my dear Steven!!!! In the evenings I miss you, I do not find a place for myself when I think of us. Restless nights exhaust me. I wake up among night, hour per three. There is a full silence and nobody is around, there is no my beloved person with me whose voice would caress my hearing. The sky is covered with set of different constellations, through which cold, far stars will pass through barricades parade. They can be seen and then already to the full to take pleasure warm, a starlit night which appears in the magnificence in very rare days for me. One of such stars I would ask to become my warm satellite and to transfer me to you. Even if on one night. I love you so much, my dear Steven!!!!!!

Your Rozalina.

Letter 9

Good afternoon, my sweet Steven!!!

How is you business? How your day passed? I Hope, that all is good with you. Your letter has brought to me a lot of pleasure. Thank you for your warm and gentle words!!! Today I have asked myself a question: it is interesting, why people fall in love? Having thought a little, I have not found the unequivocal answer. I have only made pair conclusions: -certainly, it is impossible to deny influence of moral qualities on feeling of love when you love the person, love its everything, not as idea and as the alive person, love him especially what are not able neither to define, nor to name. In love, it is not necessary to speak that has been told by others: it is necessary to speak that you feel; and the one who hurries up to speak, when it still has nothing to tell, never nothing very risks to tell. It was difficult to me to believe in love of another person, in its native and beautiful eyes. Here is my love for you by rules and without. We remain close people who love each other, and for us will not prevent such concepts as quarrel or misunderstanding. In such cases without promises we do not say goodbye, simply we kiss and smile. I need to live only till the morning and not to die of melancholy. Walking sometimes on quay, I observe enamoured pairs which kiss. After that it becomes empty in my soul. Inhaling grief of last days, you keep hope to see beloved. You know, how it would be desirable to take away you far away where problems would not find us. My kitten, you share the experiences very little. And if it is not a pity to you please tell me the treasures of your soul. So it would be desirable to transfer on lips, on palms hot greetings of Pleasure, when there is no opportunity to call. I would give everything to be together with my Love. My heart without you, as if a wild bird without the sky, without you my soul, as if a weak fallow deer without a wood. Magic heat concerns and envelops me every time when I think about This feeling not compared withothers. It smells as the buds which have not dismissed yet of field colors and sacrament. Sometimes it seems to me, that our meeting becomes a fairy tale, and it is obligatory with the happy end. Sometimes it becomes terrible to think, that all will burst, similarly to the balloon which has come across sharp needles of a fur-tree. But I trust in the virtue of love, that to keep and develop our feelings real. I trust, everything will be all right with us. I know that we need time. I know, while we are together, the world belongs us!

Your Rozalina.

Letter 10

Hello my love, my precious Steven!!!!!!!!!
How are you? How is your business? You know, sometimes I cannot fall a sleep for a long time!!!!!!!!!!!! And I will wait something, More precisely someone!!!!!!!!!! It seems to me, that you come to my room and tell me «Hello honey, how are you?» And I shall look at you with such love and tenderness, that you sit next, take my hand and we shall look to each other face to face for a long time. And it is not necessary for us any words, we will understand each other. Every evening when I close my eyes I present, that you beside me. I feel your breath and gentle whisper, which you fascinate me. I feel, that you protect me. It is very important for me to feel you. I am very upset when I can not go in the Internet cafe because I have not money. In this mercantile world all measures in money, to me becomes so sadly when I cannot communicate with you because of such trifle. I love you very much !!!!!!!!!!!! Recently you became for me very close person. I have so many mistaks and I was constantly deceived and forced to suffer. I ask the god, that you would not be such, that you will not leave me. Also you will not break my heart. I see in you my defender. I think you very sincere person. And you want to be with me as strongly as I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You Know, sometimes I think, that what would be if I have not advised to try find my half on the Internet. Every day I thanks the god, that he have acquainted us. I believe that for each person there is one person? his half, and it is not important where, the main thing, that they ofcours have to meet. People which are intended to each other. You believe in destiny, my love Steven??????????? It seems to me, that if people are intended to each other, they will be given such opportunity to meet, necessarily. And so it becomes terrible, when people do not use this opportunity. Some day, it seems to me, that the sky any dim!!!!!!!!!!!! And people are very upset and worsted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It because we are not together, My sweet Steven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dream of the moment when I can embrace you and tell, looking in your eyes, how strong I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, yes I so strongly love you, that I want to shout about it in the street.I really want to arrive to you and be your half. It is my biggest dream!! I want to build a family as my friend have. Family where it will understanding and happiness!!! I want to be with you soon and to kiss you gently!!! I have such feeling, that before I have met you, I did not live. My love, unfortunately, I can't stay here a lot of time, because I don't have enought money. I am compelled to finish the letter. Believe me, I do not want it very much. I want, that time, when it will not unnecessary to look at hours, would come, and we will be together.!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours forever, Rozalina.

Letter 11

Hello my dear my beloved Steven!!! How are you my sweet??
How has passed your day??
I knew that today when I shall come in the Internet-cafe again I shall find in the box the letter from, my beloved Steven!
And I was not mistaken!
Your letter has again brought to me a lot of love and pleasures.
Thanks for yours beautiful words and compliments!
You know how to make to the girl pleasant!
I so am grateful to destiny that has got acquainted with
such fine the man as you!!! I see as a lot of love and cares in your letters.
For the first time for long time, I feel happy.
Because I have found the man about which always dreamed!!!!
Except for you, any is not necessary to me man in the world.
Only you are necessary to me!!! Only with you, I shall be happy!!!!!!
I think that we are created the friend for the friend.
I so love you. Also I see as strongly you you love me. Also should be together!!!
I see in you my defender. To which I can trust the man all my soul and heart. Which always will understand and will support me in a difficult situation. My dear, today I so would like to speak on the phone you. And to share all my thoughts and feelings which overflowed me during this moment. But unfortunately, I do not have your telephone number. Please, write me your telephone number in your following letter. I so would like, to hear your pleasant voice. I think, that we need to discuss much.
My beloved, unfortunately, at me not all so is good today.
Today in the morning I went to travel agency.
In travel agency to me have explained that the most simple and fast way to arrive to you, it by means of the tourist visa.
This visa is given for 6 months, and is fast its registration of only 10 days. It means that we can already be together in 10 days after I shall begin registration of my documents!
To receive this visa to me it will be necessary to move to Moscow in embassy of your country.
Also that I could arrive to you, it will be necessary for me to receive the passport for travel abroad. And to pay consular gathering.
That I could receive the visa and all necessary documents is necessary for me 460 EUR (250 EUR - the visa. + 100 EUR - consular gathering.
+ 110EUR - fast registration the passport for travel abroad).
My dear, to me was so sadly when I have found out it.
In fact I the simple Russian girl, and at me was not present even little a part of necessary money. I very long cried.
My love, I do not know that to me to make??? I very much wish to meet you!
I would give all that at me is to appear now in your embraces.
But, I do not know where to me to take necessary money????
To me so it is sad that in our commercial world everyone solve money.
In fact if I had them in 2 weeks, we could embrace and kiss each other.
I imagine to myself, that fine day when I arrive to you at self-summer and you meet me at the airport with a bouquet flowers.
And in the evening we waited a fine supper at candles and the fine first night filled by love and passion.
It would be the happiest day in my life, in fact this day our new happy life would begin!!!!
My sweet I all heart shall wait from you the answer soon.
With love for ever only yours Roza.