Letter(s) from Irina Proylova to Marco (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello Marco
Thanks for that that you have answered my letter. I hope it not last your message and you write to me again.
I very much hope for it.
My name is Irina. And me 26 years.
My birthday on June, 12. On a horoscope I - Jemeni. My height 167 cm.
I think myself very sports and active person.
I have finished university. And now I the teacher of physical culture.
My predilection for sports promoted a choice such profession.
I work in high school. I like my work. And in general I like to work.
I was never married and I have no children. I in searches of serious relations.
I want to meet the man which me really appreciated, respected me, had sense of humour.
I want to find the man for dialogue with him every day. I want the man was near to me.
I hope you will help my dreams to embody in a reality.
I the sports person. My basic hobby is sport, I are sports the person, my work is connected to sports.
As to music. I listen to various music, but basically I prefer POP and classical.
I spend a free time with girlfriends. We walk on the nature and swimming in pool.
On it I shall finish the small story about myself.
Tell me about yourself and send me photo.
P.S. I think we become friends.

Letter 2

Hello Marco
Thanks that you again have answered me. I very much appreciate it.
I also am glad that you understand my English. I know that my English is not ideal, but I think you understand it. The English language I studied 5 years at school and 3 years at university. And now I am able to write and speak.
Now I want the story a little about the life, a hobby and interests.
I like to go camping, I love tourism. In general I like to travel.
But unfortunately I never was abroad Russia. I like is on the nature, is especial when good weather.
I spend the free time with my friends and familiar. At me it is not a lot of friends.
In general I think that the present, devoted friends should be 2-3 to which I can trust completely.
At leisure I like to read, listen to music, to go in for sports or look TV at home.
But unfortunately I have free time a little. In general sports occupy the most part of my life.
2-3 times I go to a week with girlfriends to swimming in a pool.
I like to be about water and to be engaged in water kinds of sports.
Also my work is connected to sports. I the teacher of physical culture.
I work almost every day except for Sunday. I like my work and I with pleasure on it go.
Family at us not big. I live together with mum and cat Kuzya.
I want to find the Serious relations . I am tired to be lonely. I want the true feelings.
I have been disappointed with the Russian men and I want to have serious relations with the foreigner.
More I do not trust the Russian men.
For me romantic relations should be based on understanding, trust and mutual love.
I want to love and be loved.
And now I would like that you have more told about yourselves and the representations of the future.
I hope have not disappointed you and you to me again write.
I wait...

Letter 3

Hello Marco
Again I thank that you have answered my message. I am pleased that I interest you.
You also are interesting to me also I want find out about you more and more and more new.
I will be repeated that I want to find the man - which would understand me, respected and appreciated.
In Russia I could not find such person and now I am compelled to search through Internet.
The Russian men drink alcohol too much and the some people even use drugs.
It is very terrible problem of our modernity.
I do not use alcoholic drinks and I do not smoke, also I never tried drugs.
My father has died when I was small.
At him the cancer of a liver was. And now I live with mum together.
To her 54 years and she works as the seller in shop. I love mum, she very lovely woman, careful and loving mother. Unfortunately I have no brothers and sisters.
To me suggested will address for the help in marriage agency, but I have refused.
I want to find second half. I think that it probably.
I do not play games in Internet. If you have decided to joke having written to me please don't write to me more. I love the truth. I hate lie in all its displays, I do not like roughness.
I very sensitive girl.
I want to find the man which have given me the love and caress which would care of me and preserved me, in exchange I will give him the respect and love.
I think there are such men in your country. I could leave abroad to to loved, but it only in that case if I shall well know this person, to trust him and to like.
I heard as foreigners entice girls abroad and then force to work as their prostitutes.
I very much am afraid of it.
I want to tell that we begin friends and I do not want to hurry up. I want find out you more.
So write, write and write more about itself and about the your life.
Tell to me what you represent the woman as your partner?
What your representations about the ideal woman?
Well, all right I shall go. I cannot sit here for a long time. I write to you from Internet-cafe because I have no computer of a house.
Tomorrow I will come again and I will read your letters if you write certainly.
I would like that you have written again.

Letter 4

How your mood today? What weather at you?
I am very pleased to read your letter. It seems is small magic to communicate with the person completely from other city of our planet.
Internet-Good creation of mankind.
Today I would like to tell more about the interests and a hobby.
I the sports girl. I try to contain myself in the sports form as well as all modern girls.
I like sports. Every week with girlfriends I go to swimming in a pool.
In general I like water kinds of sports. And on TV I look them with pleasure.
Also I like tourism and tennis. But tennis I seldom play. Sometimes I play volleyball.
At leisure I spend with girlfriends and houses reading the favourite book. I like to read.
In general in books it is possible to find a lot of interesting and useful.
Which I have read last book referred to Eugeny Onegin. It is the novel about the love, novel written well-known Russian the writer Pushkin. He is the most well-known poet of 19 centuries.
Also I like products of Russian writers, such as Tolstoy, Dostoevskiy, Bulgakov, Chehov.
They are good poets and I advise you to read even one of their products.
I like to listen to music, especially classical. Also I like to dance.
From cinema I like comedies and romantic films about love.
I very much loved films Titanic and Gone with the wind.
Also I would like find out more about your tastes in music, cinema, sports...
That else. I like to prepare for a meal. I love the Russian cuisine.
I have learned many recipes from mum.
I have many recipes of favourite dishes and in the future I would like to treat you with them. You prefer what meal?
I could prepare a meal for you. I think my loved will not starve or to eat any monotonous food.
Today you have learned more about me and my interests. I would like learned more also about you.
It is a little about that that I do not like in men. I do not like lazy, rough, careless the man. I do not like when the man drinks alcoholic drinks much.
I do not love roughness and lie, is especial on the part of men.
I want to find devoted, tender, caring about me the man. I am afraid of change.
I would not forgive to him if he to me has changed with other woman.
I want to create the present happy relations.
I hope you have not frightened of the requirements showed to men.
So I'm finishing this letter but I want you to be patient and I'll try to tell you more about me and my life. I pass you a very warm Hello from Russia.

Letter 5

Hello Marco
Now I with confidence can name you the friend. At me still never was friends from abroad.
I am very pleased that you do not cease to write to me. I also want more and more and find out more about you. I feel that something grows between us.. I think time will show.
It is pleasant to realize that someone thinks of me and writes letters far from me.
Weather today not so good, and I was in bad mood. But when I have seen that you have written again, at once it became easy for me on soul.
Today I was visited with an idea on that that I want to see you. Yes, really I want to look at you alive. Let it sounds a little strange, but I as well as any person can dream of the fine moments of a life. I would like to meet you and to talk in alive because letters cann't transfer all that that I want to tell. Who knows, can we and we shall meet sometime.
It is very strange to understand what feelings people test when write completely from the different countries. It Internet. I do not know who have created it, but I want to tell to him thanks for that that with help Internet I not when would not get acquainted with you.
Today I want to tell to you about the most long serious relationships which was in my life.
Earlier I somehow was confused to tell about it in detail. I have decided it to make today.
I have found out you enough that about it to tell.
It was approximately 3 years ago. His name Sergey. We were about identical age.
We have acquainted in park during a holiday. We have liked each other and have started to meet.
There were we about one year and all at us was wonderful. But on work to him have offered increase and he should leave to work to Europe and to live there..
He accepted that monetary income which he had, but he wanted more. I spoke that will suffice us, but he answered that will not suffice him. Sergey has told that will leave for Spain and will live there. Him very much interested money. I could not understand him in it. He has exchanged me for career. He has left. I cannot recollect it without tears. He very much injured me. I have almost forgotten him. And several months ago from him again news. He writes that is happy and has found the girl in Spain and wants marries.
I any more do not want to recollect him and about other Russian men. I any more do not trust them.
On the TV I looked telecast. In it it was told about the Russian girls which married foreigners and now they live happily. Have children. And I have asked myself:
and whether I can be happy also as well as they? And consequently I began to search for the future husband through Internet.
I hope not so have bothered with the histories. I wanted that you have found out me better.
And now I would like find out: what your opinion on women living in your country?
When your first serious relationships was and than he has ended? Do not become angry because of my questions, simply I want find out you better.
OK. On it I shall stop and I shall wait from you for the answer. I promise will think of you, now I frequently think of you. I present you with me together....
All the best.

Letter 6

Hello my dear Marco
It again I. How you today? How your mood?
Today I want to tell to you very important thing so read this letter attentively. I worry a little.
For all time of our correspondence I have found out about you much. You to me it is very nice. And I constantly think of you. I start in you will fall in love, because you like me as the man.
Such still never with me was. But reading your letters full of heat, care and revelation, I have understood that you very good person. With each letter I feel you all closely and closely. I feel you closer to me, than my friends here in Russia.
I cannot describe this feeling. When I lie down to sleep I think of you, I see dreams with you. When I wake up you again in my ideas. My soul sings and heart
starts to knock faster when I think of you. What is it? You in my dreams the main hero.
I think that we should will meet and to look each other in eyes. I want you to see.
Because in letters which I write to you, I cannot transfer all feelings which I test to you.
I talked to mum about you. She is very glad for me.
I feel strong and self-assured, all this because of you.
I here one, and me am very lonely. I want to be with the only thing the man, I want him to love and be loved. In Russia I could not find such person, but I could find you. And I am very glad to this.
I am very pleased that have got acquainted with you, you have affected my life.
And I want that you have changed my life considerably. I cannot hide more the feelings, I have decided to arrive to you. I know it not easily well I think can pass through all problems to see you. I know it sounds a little madly, but I listen to the heart.
I think it cannot lie to me.
Tomorrow I have decided to go in church. There I was not already for a long time and I shall ask the God that we were happy. I shall ask that we have sometime met.
What do you think?I think time will show.
I now I would like to know your opinion on all that that I have written.
Please the answer is faster. I wait from you for the answer.

Letter 7

Hello, my dear Marco,
I’m so happy to receive letters from you. My heart fells pleasure, when I read your kind words.
Each your letter get me possibility to be closely to you. I am confident, that you do not forget me within one minute. I always think of you.
Today I has upset, because one incident was happened. I were sitting with Sveta in cafe. She told me, that she is going to leave Russia for your American boyfriend David . Oh! I was happy for her and a little sad, that my best friend will leave me. This is not the incident. Sorry, you may think, that I’m silly and so emotional girl. But this is true. Sometimes I’m emotional and sensitive person. Incident became latter. One drunker began to stick to me. He was young and insolent. I hate this type of men, they think that every woman dream to sleep with him! We left the cafe. I want to be beautiful only for you, my dear Marco. And I wrote you about this case, because I promised to be honest with you.
I told about you with my grandmother. I said, that I have the correspondence with the foreigner. She was surprised and answered, that the life is often full of wonders. We can’t know where is living the our soulmate. Then the grandmother wished me success in my private life. I told you, that she is so wise woman!
We are going to go into Russian bath house (sauna) with Sveta. It is very popular in our country. Did you hear something about Russian bath houses (“banya”, “sauna”)? I’ll tell you about it. A bath house is a small house which is made of logs of a tree. Modern bath-houses is made from bricks. There is a small room in which it is s necessary be so hot (bake). Temperature in this room is about 70-80 degrees C. It’s hot for me! There is a second room , where people may have a bath. Oh! It’s so is fine, when from such hot room to plunge into cool water ? The bath house give me energy for my living.
Marco, I’m sure, that we are the good friends. We should trust each other completely because without trust there is no the real friendship. I try don’t think about the distance which separates us. I believe, that each your letter to me makes the distance between us become progressively smaller and smaller.
Write me! I like to receive your letters.
I send you my hugs and kisses,
With all my tenderness,

Letter 8

Hello, my dear Marco,
I’m glad to hear from you so much. I thought about you very often.
I’m Ok. I hope, that you are fine too. I will be really happy to hear your voice. I think, it gives us possibility to be closely to each other. I want to know many things about you. I believe, that voice of man and woman may give huge of information about person. However, I’ll try to call you only if you want it, my dear Marco.
I want to tell you about Russian holidays. Yes, there are many holidays in our country: The Day of Win in the Second World War (in May), The Day of Work, The Day of Independence and etc. But I prefer New Year and Christmas.. Do you know, that Russian Christmas celebrates latter then New Year? (7-th January). This is fact. We have another church time style in Russia. As for me, New Year is the best holiday in the year. I try to be with my family this day in my town, because of this is tradition of the family. I like to take an to receive gifts so much ? We were going to night all day. It’s a special ritual to cook much of food in this day. This is an ancient reason for rich life in the next year ? At 12 o’c we all drank a glass of vine.. After that, as usual, we go to walk at the street to the main New Year Tree in the town’s square. I think, that this is magic night! And what about You?
Marco, I hope, that you are my best friend. And remember, you are always in my mind. Sometimes I think about distance between us. It’s terrible! I want to be closely to you, my dear Marco
I wish you good health,
A lot of kisses,

Letter 9

My dear Marco,
Thank You, thank you so much for your attention. I can’t believe, that such man like you, write me.
I must make a declaration, that I fell a serious felling to You. I saw a dream this night, that You are sitting in my native house in the kitchen and I cook for you my favorite cake (“pirog” in russian). And then I remember a kitten. You touched the kitten, caress him. And I fell myself in this role.
Maybe, this dream is a result of my yesterday’s adventure. I was in concert hall with Sveta. We were listening the classical music - symphony number 6 by Shostakovich. This is remarkable work of art in the history of my country, because the author create it in the blocked Petersburg in the Second World War period. It was a terrible time for people in the city. They live without food, without hope. But they trust, and this was a reason for surviving . The music is beautiful!
Marco, my friends tell me, that I became now absent-minded. This is true.. I have fallen in love. I don’t understand how does it happened? But I think about you all time. My sweetheart Marco, now you are the part of my life!
I found in your letters something that I’ve never met in other men. You are so kind, reliable and romantic person. I asked myself “why it is so fast?” I tried to analyze myself. This is not a passion, this is more. I want to be with You, to hear your voice, to fell your hugs, to see your face and I want to care about you, my dear Marco. Tenderness is more suitable word in this case. But I afraid that you will be laugh at my feelings. This is a very important for me – I want to be sure in your feelings too.
A lot of kisses,
With all my tenderness,
Your kitten - Irina.

Letter 10

My sweetheart, Marco
Thank you for your kind words about me. I highly appreciate it! You became a very important part of my life. I feel, that you are my close friend. My feelings to you are very strong.
You know, my dear Marco , on a sign of the zodiac I’m the Gemeni. I don’t know, it is how much possible to trust an astrology, but much that write about cancers fairly about me. I’m the romantic person, value comfort and rooms with cosy nocks. The family, own house have for me great value. I lived once with the neighbor. She irritated me all times, because that it does not clean a thing behind herself, scattered them everywhere, and touched my personal things. It was awful! I have understood, that it is better to have the personal space.
Do you remember, I wrote you a dream about what I prepare for you the cake on kitchen and about a kitten? I seldom see dreams, and I have understood then, that you began to play a huge role in my life. Thanks you that YOU ARE in this world!
I wish you a good health,

Letter 11

Hello my sweetheart Marco,
I really glad to hear from You. I am happy to have the opportunity to talk to you again. It was nice to receive such a nice letter from you. I’m sorry but I can’t always check my mail fast ?
How can I imagine the most romantic evening? Oh! I’m fine imagine it to myself! To me to be unconditional it would be desirable with the special man. For example, we sit near each other in a small but cosy room which all is filled by candles. Melodious and tuneful music sounds. There are the cloth, flowers, fruit, is a little wine on a table. My lovely man looks me in the face, gently holds for a hand, touch my hair. I lower the head on his shoulder, and he starts to kiss me gently. Gradually our kisses become more and more passionate ... And further the history for adults already begins ?
I constantly think of you, my dear Marco! I think of You, when I cook, even when I wash in bathing (I understand how it silly sounds, but this is true ?). I very much would like to look in your eyes, to hear your voice absolutely beside, to feel your touches. I feel your care and attention. Thanks that you pay to me attention, you share the ideas. It seems to me, that we completely understand each other!
Sincerely yours,

Letter 12

Hello, my dear Marco,
How are you? I understand you are very busy now. Thank you for your letters and for your supporting about me.
At times the life presents us tests. I consider, that tests are given only to strong people. It means, that the more problems, the person becomes more stronger, more wisely and more safely. What will be, if the life will pass as a direct and equal line, without bends and changes? The person in that case will not feel a pain and losses, but also pleasures also will pass by. Yes, the life will be silent and quiet, boring. But how then to feel pleasure of what to a trouble have ended? I know it on my personal experience.. But now you are with me ? It is important for me!
I wish to tell you my thoughts about trust. The trust is very easy for losing and difficulty to win. I’m afraid to lose your trust. I understand, that each of us possesses own life experience. People often happen malicious. They are ready to see malicious intention behind each act. But it is important to be able to trust. Once I remember read an ancient fairy tale about one cautious person. The person very much was afraid that he will collide with treachery and a pain of a deceit. And then he has decided to close his heart that nobody could cause him a pain. He has solved, that he will open itself only to the one, to whom can completely will trust. And after many years later he has met such person and has opened the heart. But his heart was empty!
I think, this is a wise story. You know, my dear Marco, I think, that it is necessary to trust even then when will trust terribly.
I hope we understand each other!
You are always in my mind.
I send you all my tenderness,
Take care,
Your kitten,

Letter 13

Hi my love Marco!!!
I am again happy to see your letter.
I have read it and again began to understand that you are the sole man in my life. Which can understand me and support in difficult situations. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband to care for and to help him about everything; children to foster; home to keep and tide up, etc. I am happy that I had met you and had written to you and anybody to another. That day when I had written you was happiest in my all life. I know that all things are under construction on trust and understanding, Any relations without it can not exist in general, differently. It is difficult to name it as the close relations. But I consider between. We already generated the close and sensual relations. Personally it occurs now to me. I do not know as you my love, but I am in such condition. It would be desirable to be with you, to embrace you. To see and to love you only. I can not help thinking of you. I rise and I lie down to sleep recollecting about you. About what you told me. I also think of you and your letters only. Looking forward to hearing from you.
With love, your Irina

Letter 14

Good afternoon, my dear Marco!!!
I very strongly missed you. To me it was lonely. It is a pity to me, that you now not with me. Now, I can dream of it only. I very strongly liked to study you and it seems to me, that you, Marco, that person whom I searched. Having read through once again your letters, I have understood, that you, Marco, really wish to care of me and to pay attention only to me. I hope, what now, I understand it correctly? Or not? Earlier my heart was empty and to me was sick. But now, you, Marco, are in my heart and only you. To me it became very good when I have started to study you. I spoke all mine the girlfriend about you. I told it, that what I have feelings to you and what to have feelings you to me. My girlfriends in the beginning thought, that I play them, but then they have understood, that it is valid so. You, Marco, my soul mate and I am ready to care of you. You not the first, but the second person. The first person, me has broken heart and deceived me all time. It did not love me. It only played with my heart and more that. To me it was very sick, when my best girlfriend spoke about it. It deceived me. After that I very strongly suffered. I did not know, that to me to do. My best girlfriend has allowed me advice to use "Internet" and has helped me to find a site what to find to me of my only thing and specially the person. I hope, that it, you, Marco, I want, that you would be now my first and last person. I very strongly do not have man's caress and tenderness. I want, what you, Marco, warmed me and have given me a little your tenderness. I am tired to be one. I wish to be always with the favourite person whom it will be valid to care of me and will give tenderness and caress. Marco, I want, what you, were this person. Please tell to me, you love me? You wish to care of me and to give me tenderness and caress every day. Please answer these questions. To me your answer to my questions very strongly interests. I should know it. Marco I do not know, who you actually, but I really to trust you and I require you. My girlfriend Sveta speaks, that there are many men which try to deceive girls, men speak, that will meet the girl at the Airport and then they do not go to the Airport and the girl remains one in the another's country, it does not know, that, where and when. About it speak on news that is now very dangerous much, that the man would meet whom or at the Airport. At my best girlfriend Svetu, is the daddy who works in militia. I spoke it about you, it began to speak all time, that it is very dangerous, what messages serious attitudes through "Internet" because if I shall arrive to you to the Airport you will probably not meet me and as a result you to deceive me. I shall be there is absolutely alone and without money in the another's country. It is awful. I spoke the daddy at Svetu, that I shall be cautious, it has told to me too most. What do you think of it? You agree with me?
Marco, it was very pleasant to me to study you, I loved all your letters, to me very strongly interested to read them. I when did not know, that as there live other people in the different countries. I do not know about it much, but I would like to study it for my work.
Very soon I shall work. What do you think of it?
Marco, I hope, that you not that person who again wishes to break to me heart. I trust you, it seems to me, that without trust it is impossible to live. It was very pleasant to me to read your letters, you have really filled my heart, you wrote those feelings which I very long waited for them to hear or read through from my special person. I am grateful everything, to me have helped to find you, Marco!!!
Marco, I really understand what to learn each other through "Internet" it very difficultly. But all we should be afraid. Marco, I cannot learn further you, through mail. I want, what, you looked to me in the face and spoke it, I want, what, warmed me and gave me warmly and caress.
Marco, it seems to me that to speak about ideas and feelings through "Internet" it it is painful.
I very strongly wish to hear your gentle voice and to speak by with you to phone. It is not a pity to me, but now I can speak with you..
My girlfriend Sveta has left to the favourite person for other country and I do not have not enough its help. I do not know, that to me now to do in this city.
Every day, I can speak only with the daddy at Svetu. It is very a pity to me, that you now not with me.
Marco, now I want very strongly I want our meeting.
Marco, I could save some money for my travel.
With most has begun correspondences, I thought, that I will need to save money what to arrive to you and now I is ready to my travel.
Marco, please write to me once again all your full data. Your full name, the country, city, the address of the street, the most nearest airport up to you and all your phones. I should know, it in case you will try to deceive me. Please excuse me if I you to offend. But I do not want, again to be deceived and that my heart would be broken again. I do not wish to appear one in another's city. You understand it? It seems to me, if you were on a place me, it seems to me, you would make too most.
At Svetu, the daddy knows familiar people which work in Agency, I should go there with the daddy at Svetu and we will learn together that it is required to me what to arrive up to you. You understand me?
Marco, please very closely to read through my letter, each my letter. You should understand me.
Marco, you are necessary to me!!!
I want our meeting, please give me your full information.
With all my heart,

Letter 15

Hello my love Marco! How are you?
I am indefinitely happy to receive your letter.
I always feel a lot of pleasures and happiness inside my heart when I read your letter. They give me very much is warm and help to feel you during several minutes. When I have met you I has changed. You have opened the new world for me, world of love. Now I rise in the morning with a smile on my person, because I know that not one. In this large world is The man, who thinks of me. I want to tell you a thank. With you I feel myself by the woman, which wants to be happy to love. I have lost the hope on happiness, seeing the rough Russian men. When I have met you you have given me Hope for happiness. My love even my friends speak, that I have changed. They speak, that I more often smile also my eyes burn by light of pleasure. I am very grateful to you for it.. I am very happy, that you do not leave me and estimate our correspondence. You the present man, which is not afraid of problems, which can care.I am very happy, that you have chosen me and have given me chance to give you all love and tenderness. I think of you my love.. I need in you in my life. Dear, tomorrow I descend in agency and I learn all that is necessary for me for travel to you. My honey. I shall finish this letter, I wish to you all best and good mood. I very much wait your answer and I send you the warm embraces.
Love on always.
Your Irina.

Letter 16

Hi my love Marco!!!
I am again happy to see your letter.
I have read it and again began to understand that you are the sole man in my life. Which can understand me and support in difficult situations. Like any other woman I dream to have my own family, honest, loyal and reliable husband to care for and to help him about everything; children to foster; home to keep and tide up, etc. I am happy that I had met you and had written to you and anybody to another. That day when I had written you was happiest in my all life. I know that all things are under construction on trust and understanding, Any relations without it can not exist in general, differently. It is difficult to name it as the close relations. But I consider between. We already generated the close and sensual relations. Personally it occurs now to me. I do not know as you my love, but I am in such condition. It would be desirable to be with you, to embrace you. To see and to love you only. I can not help thinking of you. I rise and I lie down to sleep recollecting about you. About what you told me. I also think of you and your letters only. Looking forward to hearing from you.
With love, your Irina
P.S.I today to try to name you but to me to tell that the code of your city full number is necessary for me could to send you to me?

Letter 17

Hi my lovely and always desired husband !!!
It is very pleasant to me to read your letters and to speak you, That I love you and I can not live without you.
Today I had very difficult day at my work.
I am very tired, I want to eat and to sleep.
I was not at home yet, after my work I have gone to the Internet cafe To read your letters and they have lifted my mood and have taken off my weariness.
When I read them, I present you near me and I feel you touch me and I feel heat of your hands.
Before meeting with you, I did not know such love and I did not trust in these feelings.
But as soon as you have appeared in my life, I do not know what with me happened, But you became as a man, which could give me to understand,
That such love and has presented me with this beautiful and sweet feeling,
As LOVE and I do not want that this feeling did not abandon me all stayed life.
Today I knew about our wedding, as I want to be your wife.
I represented how I arrive in church on karete with the white horse, I have a beautiful white dress.
I am slowly raised on a ladder to doors, around there are a lot of people which throw to me flowers under legs and are pleased for me,
That this day I shall be the wife of the most perfect man in the world.
I slowly shall enter in church and approach to you, you will look at me and will be pleased with mine beauty,
This day I shall be most beautiful.
Our wedding will be carried out by the sacred father and during process he asks me:
Whether > You will love up to the end of the life of the husband, to live with him of
Whether > pleasure and in mountain, to divide with him the love and to be the perfect mum to the
Whether > children.
I answer, YES.
After all us submit rings, which lay on a velvet pillow, you take and put a ring on a finger.
I shall put a ring also to you on a finger.
We shall look against each other not tearing off eyes and us announce by the husband and wife.
All hall triumphs our wedding and we are in a sweet kiss.
Then we leave from church, we sit in karetu and we leave to celebrate our wedding.
On our wedding there will be also your friends and familiar, which also will be glad to our wedding, they will be proud, that you have such perfect bride.
Where you would like to lead our honey month?
I think that on it I shall finish to write to you the representation about our wedding and I hope,
That you understand it, as difficultly was to express the feelings through the computer.
But it is only my dream, very much would be desirable to me, that these the dream became a reality and I will be your wife.
I finish to write this letter, because I am not at home yet, probably my mum lost me.
I with the large desire wait from you of the answer.
Your future wife Irina

Letter 18

Good afternoon, my dear Marco!
I am very glad to receive your letter. Thanks for your words sensitive to me, is very pleasant to read me your letters, I like them to read, they very strongly inspire me also to me it seems, that I can thaw from them. I love your letters.
Today at me very good news. I communicated with best girlfriend Svetoy and spoke with her. It has told to me as I can contact Agency. I was very grateful to her for the help. After that I began to go to Agency and to find out detailed information on arrival to you. The Agent helped with this to me. It has told to me, that the tourist visa will be necessary for me (for 2 months) she is done from 5-6 days, she will cost to me 100 Euro. The passport is required to me, he prepares from 2-3 days he will cost to me 50 Euro.. Insurance is required to me, he prepares day which will cost to me 30 Euro. My Agent searched for the cheapest tickets for the near future (flight) in your city. The ticket will cost to me 590 Euro. It has told to me, that it is the cheapest and reliable tickets up to you.
Marco, I do not know, that to me to do. I can pay mine only: the Passport, insurance and the visa. I could save some capital for this purpose. I do not know, how many I still should save funds on the ticket, but it seems to me, that I shall save approximately as early as a year on this ticket. At me good work, but greater funds pay to me not. I do not know, that to me to make. I called to mum and tried to explain to her all situation. I wished to borrow at her some capital on my ticket, but she has told, that she very strongly would like to help me, but she to not have the capital what to help me. I really love mum and I trust her. Dear mine, Marco I do not know, that to me to do!!! It seems to me, that you now at present my savior and certainly my love. Since yesterday, I really very strongly wanted to you. With me, that that occured. Earlier I when did not feel this. Marco, it seems to me, that it is true love which I waited. But now I cannot divide my time with you. It is a pity to me, that you now not beside with me. I very strongly grieve without your caress and heat to me. I do not wish to be one on light. I wish to be with the favourite person, Marco, with you and with anybody another. I have understood, that you my heart-felt and best friend, yesterday I have understood, that you washing the special person. I feel all this. I do not know, to feel you too most or not. But, Marco, you began to play very important role for me. You are in my heart and I do not want, that you have broken him. Every minute, I think, that does my favourite, Marco, I very strongly to be jealous you. I do not wish to see you with other girl. I LOVE YOU, Marco!!!!!!
Marco, at present you my unique friend who can help me with my ticket. I do not know, to trust you to me or not. But I trust you therefore, without trust it is impossible to live. Trust, this main thing in a life. I do not know, there can be you laugh at my feelings or not. But I very strongly respect with you and began to trust you. I have fallen in love with you. I all time think only of you and there is nobody the friend. Other men who every day drink are not necessary to me and do very bad things. Marco, from your letters I have understood, that you very good and kind person, you wish me only kindly and a happy life. I wish too most to make for you, whether not so? Also I want, that you would make me very happy woman. All time reflecting on you.
I with impatience shall wait your letter and the answer on my small questions.
I require you, Marco!
Please, Marco do not leave me from this life!!!!!
Always with you,
Yours Irina

Letter 19

Hello my beloved Marco!
I am very happy that I've met you in my life.
I 've never been so happy yet.
Now I changed completely, all my familiars and friends notice that.
It is all due to you.
As though I fly to heaven.
I need nothing but your letters and you.
I think suddenly you has not written me, suddenly you not receive my letter.
But when I see, that all is normal for me become well and I with pleasure and
with good mood to write you the answer.
I yesterday thought of our relations and about our feelings.
I've already become attached to you and I don't know what to do when I don't
see your letters.
I've always been thinking of you.
I became more distracted at work.
I can't help it.
I guess this all may be called with a word of love.
My mum however is worried about me a bit.
She tells me that I should not be mistaken about my choice and and it's early
to say about loven for now.
She says that we should have known better with each other.
But I understand her. She loves me.
And she's just my mother.
I think that you understand me.
She wishes us happiness and real love.
I've grown very much tired at work today.
I had a very hard day.
I shall be with impatience wait for your next letter.
Because we become still closer with each letter.
I notice, that our letters are full of love and good spirit.
I want that it always would proceed.
I send to you the most passionate kiss.
And wish you successful day.
You always in my heart.
Your Irina.

Letter 20

Hello Marco.
How are you?
This letter simply shocks me. I am very upset.
You think of that that I a forgery. What for you so act with me.
Than I have deserved it? You write about love and then write as I can trust you? You it is simple... I at all do not find words. What for?
I shall write to you my data but at me already to change the relation to you.
I shall know that you are capable to not trust me.
Firstname Irina
Surname Proylova
Counry Russia
City Izhevsk
Street address Krasnoarmeiskaya 15-96
I trust you and I hope that you will trust me.
I love you but you do to me painfully.

Letter 21

Hello my dear Marco!!!
How are you?
I am very glad to receive from you the letter.
I today to be in agency and learn the information in occasion of my travel to you. I want will tell that on Monday my documents are made and I should pay only for the ticket my dear Marco. But I unfortunately have no so much money. My dear I would like to ask you about the help with payment of the ticket. Because I cannot arrive differently to you. You could help to me with this problem. Simply I any more do not know at whom to ask me the help.. I very much would want that we to be together. Because I very strongly love you. My dear try please today or tomorrow to answer. I shall try to come today and to read through from you the letter. I need to know still when I on my work should make out a vacation.
Still to me have told in agency that the ticket should be ordered in advance. And for this purpose money resources are necessary to me.
I wait for your answer my favourite!!!
Your Irina

Letter 22

Hello my love Marco!!!
Excuse me. I was ill.
It is nice to hear from you again. Each letter
makes my heart sing a sweeter song. Even cloudy days
here with you in my life are sunny ones.
Excuse, that has forced you to suffer without my letters.
I have caught a cold in the street when walked with girlfriends.
At me the sharp tracheitis was. And doctors have told me, that I sat at home.
I think it have strengthened our love.
Now I see, that we are ready to joint life. You too so consider?
I can't stop thinking about you Marco!!! You are in almost every
thought of every second of every minute of every hour.
I miss you so much and cannot wait to throw my arms
around your neck and kiss your sweet lips, but until
that day comes i will be thinking of you Marco...
I miss you very much and want to be with you.
I do not know, what you think about it, but I love and know you,
That only with you we will be happy.
All is good, I work for me very much.
I require your care, love and need your warmth.
I can not imagine, that I will do without you.
I need you, my love, each day I will dream of our meeting...
I want to be with you, to become your wife and to be with you always.
My mum speaks, that we should love each other and should be together.
In my dreams I see us together and when I rise, I become very bad,
Because I do not see you, that you are not present beside.
We will be happy only together.
I want to make by that happy in the world.
I learned your language and know already very much.
And I trust you, that I will yours soon, my love.
I will wait for your letter and hope to our meeting.
I love you very much, my darling.
With love, Yours Irina