Letter(s) from Lenara Safiullina to Gary (USA)

Letter 1

Hello new friend Gary!
I am glad that you have answered mine message.
Right now I haven't time.
I shall write to you little bit later when I shall finish work.
ok, I shall write to you later.
I shall try to write the big letter and in detail to tell about myself.
I wish you good day. Wait my letter.

Letter 2

Hi my friend Gary!!!
As I also promised I write you as was released.
Unfortunately I have difficult work and I spend a lot of time for it.
But for you I will always try to find a free time to write.
I want to tell about myself a little.
> What part of Russia do you live in?
I live in a small town, this city is situated in PRIMORSKIY REGION, It is Far East of Russia.
We are not aboriginals of the East.
My mum, daddy and I have arrived to this town 5 years ago from Omsk city.
Daddy extracted natural gas. In this town he was promised a good salary and we have arrived here.
But there was a misfortune and he was lost during the explosion of gas 3 years ago.:-((
My mum and I have remained alone.:-((my mum works as shop-assistant in shop.
My mum names me Tanusha. you also can name me the same way.
I work as the bookkeeper in the fuel companies " Terminal ".
Our firm is engaged in sending the gas condensate from our city to other cities of Russia.
I live with mum in northern part of the town.
We have only 2 months of warm weather in our town. All other days are winter.
My nationality is Russian. I am 27 years old. My weight is 55 kg.
My height is 174 centimeters.
My favorite color is pink. I love flowers: tulips, carnations.
> What kinds of things do you like to do?
My hobby is to plant domestic flowers.
I do not know what to write to you. I am so worry. I write to the man in Internet for the first time.
well, I shall continue, as I spoke earlier I am a lonely girl.
I had only one guy last year.
But he did not love me he wanted only sex.
I did not give him sex and we have left.
I think that the woman should wait for the prince and to be to him a true wife.
Thus she should have sex only with her beloved.
We have not enough men in our town and all of them are aboriginals of the north.
All of them like to smoke and drink. Besides they count women silly and do not respect women.
I do not like it. And I do not see here worthy man.
My girlfriend has advised me to find the only man in Internet.
She heard that in Internet is possible to get acquainted with interesting man.
I have come to Internet cafe, I was given a club of acquaintance and there I have seen your profile.
I have liked you and I has written to you.
You can not imagine how I was pleasantly surprised when you has written to me back.
I am very much interested and I want to know you better.
Please write about yourself: about your life, about work, about your hobbies.
I shall wait your letter, write.
Your friend Tatyana.

Letter 3

Hi my friend Gary,
I promised to write to a thicket and I do it.
Well, I shall continue to tell about myself. My favorite cinema Star wars. My favorite actor Bred Pitt.
Most of all I like to eat the fried chicken and Pelmenis.
Pelmenis is the national Russian dish.
My favourite dessert is chocolate ice-cream. My favorite kind of sports is big tennis, a ski and swimming.
I was very good at skiing and swimming. I like to watch tennis on TV.
My favorite singer is Madonna. My favorite song is Frozen.
My favorite perfume is "Spring flowers". From seasons I like all.
I love winter for that that it is possible to ski, throw each other snow, to skate and in the winter very pure air. I love spring for that that flowers blossom.
Air is filled with aroma of spring colors.
Leaves on trees are appear. And spring is the time of love.
I like summer too..., however you understand why it is possible to love summer.:-))
It is warm, swimming, sunburn on a beach, fresh vegetables and fruit....
I like an autumn for its beauty!!! Leaves on trees are painted in different colors.
All around is similar to a picture of the great artist. The wood reminds a huge work of art.
As you see I love all seasons. But certainly in our indistinct district of a cold it is more than warm.
But nevertheless we has time to be basked on the sun and to bathe. I have two girlfriends. Their names Marina and Elena.
I had friends of them from the childhood. After moving from native city Omsk I began to see them seldom.
They are good girlfriends. Marina works the tutor in a kindergarten. Elena works as the manager in shop. They are my best girlfriends and I never quarreled with them.
I already spoke that I had only one man. I had with him a few sex.
As you can see I do not have experience in sex. I want to give all myself only to one man.
I want to be absolutely sincere with you and consequently I speak you only the truth.
I do not want that between us there were secrets. Please be too with me honest.
I hope that you liked my photos. I shall send their more as far as possible.
I have no camera and consequently is limited in an opportunity to do many photos.
I correspond in Internet only with you and in general I for the first time to write to the man in Internet.
I am glad that our correspondence proceeds. I want to find out you as it is possible better.
Please write to me as much as possible. I shall try to answer all your questions.
I would like to hear your voice by the phone, But unfortunately in our indistinct district with phones the big problem.
Probably in the future when I shall come again to my girlfriends in my native city Omsk I shall search the phone and to call up you. I wait your letters.
I hope that you understand my letters in English.
For translation of the letters I use the computer program of the translator.
Your friend Tatyana

Letter 4

My friend at us today in the evening bad weather, all time it is raining.
But I have all the same come in internet cafe.
I decided to write to you a pair of words that you did not think, that I forget you.
Simply I now had a free time and I with pleasure write you this letter.
In general to write to you letters and to read yours it very pleasantly.
I receive from it pleasure.
At you now morning.
I think, that when you receive my letter you in the morning will smile.
Well please smile.:-))
Ur!!!!, have smiled.:-))
I wish you very good day and more happiness.
I want that you today all time smiled.
That today for you sang birds and that today at you all your affairs turned out very well!!!
You should understand that I not always have a free time to write to you letters. I try to write to a is more often.
Your Tatyana

Letter 5

Hi my dear friend Gary,
I would be glad each day to receive your letters. but when you do not have time to write to me I understand and I wait.
I can has overlooked to speak you, that I write you from Internet cafe.
From my house up to Internet cafe very big distance. Therefore I write you when I go for work or I go back home.
I now have free time and I to spend all free time for correspondence with you. And I am very pleased with it. You know we so are poorly familiar with each other but I have already get used to you. It is very pleasant for me to read your letters.
I would be glad if you send me a lot of the photos.
They should be small on the size, or my computer will not be able to receive a mail.
I want to learn through these photos you and your way of life. I search my beloved for the man on the Internet because there I can find the man to which I really dear and necessary, the man which will love me as the happiness and hope for the happiness, the man which will want to meet the old age with me.
The majority of men in Russia are egoists and do not respect women. They love only themselves and alcohol.
I want the only,who - will love me and respect. That i would be wanted not only as the beautiful woman, and as the beloved.
I want that my man likes and wants only me, that when I go to bed of mine my beloved is waiting for me there.
He would embrace me and we would fall asleep in embraces. When i wake up he kisses me and say "Good morning my dear, i love you."
It is my dream I want it and i aspire to it. I want such a man which would like to be only mine.
That we spend all free time with him. I would like such a man to which I will trust and would not be afraid that he will leave to other woman.
I think that if the man and the woman have concluded a matrimony in church that they should be true the promises before the god and people.
In Internet I have chosen you because I think that you are a man of this kind.
It is difficult to explain it, this female sixth feeling or an internal voice is possible.
Probably it is destiny or the god wants that we have got acquainted. In our life everything occurs not casually.
If it has taken place it means that it was predicted by destiny. There is a legend that once God created the creature, but one day that creature decided that it was stronger, better and wiser. For such fault God divided it into two parts into woman and man. Since that time people looking for their own halves which belong only them.
I believe in my happy destiny and I believe that I will find happiness and I will have family.
Otherwise life is meaningless. It is very difficult to be the lonely person.
At such person all life turns in a small monotonous way of life.
You spend all time for work and do not aspire home. Because nobody waits for you there in the house .
In the morning you hurry for work because it is boringly at home. Nobody waits for you at hime and after work you sit to watch TV till the late evening. Then you go to sleep and so it Repeats day after day. Sometimes you try to change something in the life but not always it turns out.
With each year of loneliness it is more difficult and more difficult to find a loved person.
Slowly you you turn into the homebody or hardworking person. And already anybody is not necessary for you.
With each year of loneliness you become the self-sufficient person and the egoist.
I do not want to turn into such person. I want to have love, fun, pleasure and happiness.
I want to love and to be loved. I want to know you better. It seems to me that we are similar with you. Both of us aspire to become happy.
Both of us use the best efforts to find the love and to find composure with the loved person.
Probably we can have serious relations, but for the present it is early to speak about it.
I need in my husband not only as in the partner in sex, but also as whom i can talk to as the close friend, the partner of my life, and to the beloved person. For this reason tell me about your life.
Tell me as your usual day passes. Please tell to me more in detail about a place, where you live.
I want to find the man which would love me as the woman, as the person, but not as a beautiful doll, Which he can show everyone and be proud of it. I am the woman who wants to love and be loved, and I do not want to be played with.
The wife should be proud of the husband. Wise wives should tell to the husbands the most confidential and personal ideas and nothing to hide from the husband. I think, that the husband should support the woman in it, respect her, not criticize her in the companies of the friends thus keeping self-respect of the favorite wife. I think that the good husband always pays a compliment to the wife on the occasion of the new dress, a new hairdress, will be grateful for dinner which she cooks for him.
And it is necessary to kiss her when she leaves for work.
I think, that home life should consist of mutual respect and understanding between the husband and the wife.
Both the husband and the wife are responsible for happy life of the family.
I think, that the good wife should create a coziness in the house with maximal tenderness and beauty, care and fidelity.
I shall respect, I shall like and I shall caress my future husband.
> Do you have good beaches where you live?
We have no beaches at all here.
> What do you like to do when you are not working?
I like to read but now I am trying to spend all my free time writing to you.
Probably you have already got tired to read my letter. I shall wait your letter very much. I wish you successful day.
well, let me finish the letter just for now, I should go. Excuse me if I not at once answer on your questions.
The translator sometimes not correctly translates your letters. Then I nevertheless understand that you ask and I try to answer all that interests you in the following letters.
Your friend Tatyana

Letter 6

Hi my dear friend Gary,
Excuse me my dear I has overlooked to tell you that my birthday September, 21, 1977.
Today mum has made fried eggs and a glass of coffee for breakfast for me.
Today I am not in good mood. Something like melancholy.
I lack love and caress of loving man very much. I feel loneliness and that is why i am very sad.
I try to change something in my life, but it turns nothing out for me.
Because of my unsuccessful private life I have a depression every day.
I want to love and to be loved.
I want somebody who love me very much has embraced me and has kissed me.
I am so sad now. I am sitting and read your letter now and tears have appeared on my eyes.
I do not know why. Simply it is very sad for me just now.
When you know that nobody waits for you and to live begins very difficultly.
The blue sky turns to gloomy clouds, singing of birds irritates you, cheerful faces of people cause something like envy.
Why not I? Why not, why am I not smiling and have fun now? Only your letters force me to smile. I feel support in your letters.
I can tell you all that I can not tell others.
I have not got used to show the emotions.
I tell you about my bad mood and it become easier for me. As though you take a part of my bad mood and pull out it from my soul.
It becomes easier. Thank you that you exist. I got used to you very much. It frightens me a little.
It seems to me that you are very good and decent man. I do not understand why women of your country do not see what a good man you are.
They are silly women. They do not see that they lose. I think that i am lucky that I have got acquainted with you.
I think that you would be very good husband and father. The only thing i regret about very much that I have not got acquainted with you earlier.
I did not know that through the Internet it is possible to get acquainted with men.
And I did not know that in the Internet there are such good men as you are. My dear Gary unfortunately I SHOULD GO. I finish the letter. My dear friend I shall be very glad to see your letter.
Please write to me. Your letters give me additional energy which helps me to live.
I wish you successful day and that at you all was good today and always.
I shall wait your letter,
Your Tatyana

Letter 7

Hi my dear Gary,
It is very pleasant for me, that we with you continue our dialogue.
It seems to me, that I know you as myself.
My dear excuse, but I have many questions:
The common faith of spouses who are members of the body of Christ is an essential condition for truly Christian and church marriage.
It is only the family that has one faith that can become «the church in the house» (Rom. 16:5; Phil. 1:2), in which husband and wife together with their children grow in spiritual perfection and knowledge of God.
The lack of like-mindedness presents a serious threat to the integrity of a matrimonial union. That is why the Church considers it her duty to urge the faithful to marry «only in the Lord» (1 Cor. 7:39), that to marry only those who share their Christian convictions.
do you believe this? I do.
While appreciating the social role of women and welcoming their political, cultural and social equality with men, the Church opposes the tendency to diminish the role of woman as wife and mother. The fundamental equality of the sexes does not annihilate the natural distinction between them, nor does it imply the identity of their callings in family and society. In particular, the Church cannot misconstrue the words of St. Paul about the special responsibility of husband who is called to be «the head of the wife» who loves her as Christ loves His Church, and about the calling of the wife to obey the husband as the Church obeys Christ (Eph. 5:22-23; Col. 3:18).
These words are not of course about the despotism of husband or the slavery of wife, but about supremacy in responsibility, care and love. It should not be forgotten either that all Christians are called to «submit themselves to one another in the fear of God» (Eph. 5:21). Therefore, «neither is the man without the woman, neither the woman without the man, in the Lord. For as the woman is of the man, even so is the man also by the woman; but all things of God» (1 Cor. 11:11-12). I believe this also.
Tell me of your spirituality, in detail please. What does salvation mean to you?
Why do you believe you are going to heaven? Do you read the Holy Bible, how often?
How much do you pray? Would you read the Holy Bible with me every day?
Would you pray with me?
Excuse, that I ask there much. I understand your belief differ from Russian, but all the same at us the general bases of morals slightly.
You do not think, that I am crazy about religion! No. Simply to me interestingly your attitude.
Observance of these canons in our life is not necessary. It is simply ideal variant.
In life all is much more difficult and ideal observance of these canons impossible. I simply speak, that I agree with these canons.
If you not so the believing person do not hesitate of it to tell. It will not change my good relation to you.
In the sacred bible interesting things which are written are simply necessary in life.
There many the moral moments without which the mankind will sink in criminality and immorality.
I earlier not so trusted in the god, but in due course understand, that the religion is necessary for mankind.
Unimportantly what it is religion: Moslems or Christians or the Buddhism......, without religion the society may not exist.
Us from the childhood teach precepts do not kill, do not steal, do not lie.... And so on. If to this did not teach for us probably it would be very simple to take and that that to steal or kill! You so too think?
Recollect the pagan. The pagan considers, that having killed persons or whom that still he receives blessing from the god or gods. I that that have taken a great interest.
ok, Probably you already have got tired of mine a question.:-)
Yes by the way at my mum all is good. She to transfer you Hello!
In the beginning she not so seriously concerned to you and to our correspondence, but now mum consider, that at you very serious intentions. Mum very much trust you!!!
I should finish the letter. I think of you always. Remember it.
like you, your friend Tatyana

Letter 8

Hi my dear Gary,
Thank God, today my mood is very good.
I feel that this autumn will be very good for me!!!
It seems to me that I will be told to one man " I love you " this in the autumn.:-)) That man is you.
Certainly this autumn is dull a bit because it is still many a rain in the street.
But I sincerely hope that will be fast warmly. People will say each other tender words. I feel loneliness in this wonderful day.:-((
It seems to me that I have found the man of my dream. But he is far from me.
This man is you.
You are the most good and decent man I have ever met.
In the first day of our acquaintance in my soul there was a spark of hope that you are my prince.
I did not want to believe this!!! But with every day of our acquaintance my heart spoke to me YOU YOU YOU only YOU are my unique man. You are the man with whom I want to meet old age!!
YOU that are unique and loved, you are the man promised me mine angel the keeper.
You are the man with which I want to be together. I shall kiss you in the mornings and speak to you i love you!!!
I hope that you are not frightened by such fast development of relations. But you can not order to the heart.
Love is like a big explosion. The love arises unexpectedly when you do not wait for it.
It is as hot fire covers all my body and I do not own my soul any more.
You own my soul and my body. I love you. I am not afraid to speak these words. I know that it sincerely feeling.
I know that day will come and you will tell me the same.
I shall wait, I shall wait each minute of the life when you will tell me: I love you.
After these your words I shall be the happiest woman in the world!!!
I believe that this in the autumn becomes for us the most unforgettable!!!
I had a dream that this in autumn I will find my loved man.
In my dream we worked together on a beautiful field where many flowers grew.
You have collected for me a bouquet of field flowers and we embraced on a soft field herb.
And the sun shined and gave heat of the beams only for us two, And birds sang only for us and angels sang only for us and the blue cloudless sky was reflected in yours beautiful eyes.
I hope that this dream will turn in reality.
I have found sense of my life. I know that we are from each other very far.
Thousand kilometers between us of land and thousand kilometers of ocean!!!:-(( Never probably we shall meet. It very much oppress me.:-((I shout from idea that we never meet.
I want to be a free bird and to arrive to you through the countries and oceans!!!
But unfortunately I am not a bird and I do not have wings.:-((
I shall pray to the god that we sometime meet.
> What is your internet cafe like? How many computers and do you have to pay to use them?
It is a simple big hall with 10 computers. I pay for an hour about 2 usd.
> Can you tell me what your apartment is like?
Well my mum and and I have a 2 room apartment it is very simple with few furnitures and a kitchen.
> How do you get to work? Do you take a train or a bus? Why do you live so far from work???
By bus well I do not know just we bought a flat at first then I found my job.
My dear I should finish the letter. I sincerely hope that my feelings do not offend you.
I like you, Your friend Tatyana

Letter 9

Hi my dear Gary!!!!!!
Please write me about your dreams. I every day dream of our meeting!!!!
I can not wait for the day when we shall meet.
The first thing I shall make when I shall see you I shall embrace you and kiss you!!!
I feel to you something unusual, unusual feeling. I have never had such feeling. I think of you every minute, I want to see you, I can not sleep, eat... In my head ideas only about you.
My heart is broken off from idea that we are now not together!!!!
my dear Gary I can not live without you!!! It seems to me that you are the angel gone down with heavens and inhaling in me forces to life .
You are as a spark which fired in my soul, fire of love!!!
Without you I did not live, I existed. Earlier I did not have pleasure in life, I simply lived the life.
You, when you have appeared,my life has changed!!!
I began to think of that the god has given me hope fortunately!!!
The god has given me chance to be happy and I am not going to miss this chance.
I am grateful to destiny that we have got acquainted.
my love you are my unique man!!! I do not understand why such good man is still lonely?!!!
Women in your country are silly. They do not see invaluable riches of your kind soul.
I am very lucky that I have got acquainted with you. I also shall thank people which have thought up this Internet.
Due to this Internet we have got acquainted with you. I do want to meet you.
My feelings and words in relation to you always were fair and sincere.
I never told lies to you and I shall never tell lies to you.
I absolutely trust you. I know that such a man as you are never will deceive a woman.
I already present myself as I have arrived to you, at the airport I look around for you.
When I shall see you I shall run up to you and I shall embrace you!!!
It will be the happiest day in my life. My mum and my best girlfriends are very glad for us.
They wish that our relations develop and nothing prevent us to be happy.
I never went abroad and that is why I do not know what documents are necessary for me for our meeting.
But I shall find out all. I very much want to get acquainted and to make friends with your relatives and friends.
I do not want to hide the feelings to you. I want all the world know how you are necessary for me.
I very much regret that now between us thousand kilometers of water and a land.
And our dialogue is limited only to letters. But I believe that the day will come when we shall meet.
This fine day we shall talk about all!!! I every day learn the English language and that is why we will not have problems in dialogue.
Therefore do not worry we shall understand each other very well.
Unfortunately I should finish the letter.
I with impatience wait news from you. I wish you all the most good and successful day to you.
Your Tatyana

P.S.: At me today if you have not forgotten birthday. But some hours back I have received bad news from my best girlfriend. She has told me that her daddy has died from heart attack. Her daddy was the good friend of my mum. We were friends families. But now my mum and I in mourning. Therefore we have decided to not mark mine birthday. Now I try to calm my mum as at her big grief and mourning.

Letter 10

hi my dear Gary!!!!
In the street is cool.
Today I went already on the favorite park.
Air in our park clean and I breathe a full breast.
It causes admiration and pride of Russian environment and its natural riches.
Unfortunately the beautiful environment and kindness of older persons is unique positive qualities of Russia.
I have come in Internet in very good mood.
I shout for pleasure when I can walk in favourite park.
My love i miss you!
Every day, the minute I wake up, I miss you. Every song on the radio seems to be about love, and I miss you.
Every couple I see holding hands were kissing makes me miss you more.
And Every Night i think of your touch, your kiss, your love, I can't imagine anyone has ever missed anyone the way I miss you.
You worried when I seldom wrote to you? I see your like to me.
Any russian man can not be compared with you. Unfortunately, in Russia many lonely beautiful girls waiting and searching love.
But they find only alcoholics and the relation to is disrespectful.
I am grateful to the God and destiny, that I have met you!!!
I for a long time have understood, that Money have no value for love and for happiness:
Money can buy a house
But not a home

Money can buy a clock
But not time

Money can buy you position
But not respect

Money can buy you a bed
But not dream

Money can buy you a book
But not knowledge

Money can buy you medicine
But not health

Money can buy you blood
But not life.

Money bring only harm. Money prevent to meet to two in love people.
Money divide people on rich and poor. Because of money poor but decent people suffer.
Because of money kill people. Because of money betray friends. Because of money wars and revolutions begin.

my love I hope, that you understand what I wrote to you.
I know, that you are agree with me - money bring only harm.
Your Tatyana

Letter 11

Hello my darling Gary!!!
No, I wanted to say you Good Morning my Darling!!!
I would like to tell you that I very much miss you, it is very interesting to me as you there how you will spend your time at this moment?!!!
It very much intrigues my consciousness, Who knows, you can miss, or you sleep, either eat, or work, I do not know, but I sincerely hope that you think of me?!
Is not present certainly, I do not insist, but I sincerely hope for it!!!
Forgive me mine dearest!!! I simply a little in good mood today, I do not know why but I want to jump up highly - highly!!!
To look at all this strange world, to shout something from there!!!
That all heard me!!! I do not know, I have such mood now, That it seems to me that I can change the world right now!!!
I would like to present all people on the ground a holiday and fun!!!
That everyone were happy, and nobody would know burning and griefs...
I would like to help all!!! I do not know why, at all I do not know that with me?!
May be I am little crazy?
All right my Gary, I don't want to say something with it, I just, I don't know what is it?
I simply very glad, that I live on this Earth, and I have my mum, and we all together, who can be better than my mum?!?!?!?!
I think only lover, only this man, who can to give all his love and feelings!!!
Oh, excuse me, I really do not know that with me!!!
I have simply risen is as - is usual early in the morning in very good mood!!!
My dear, forgive me, but I can not send you today my photo, I have no it while, but I shall send you it as soon as I shall receive it!!!
I promise you it!!!
I should go home, I am a little tired from my work,
Your Tatyana

Letter 12

Hi my darling Gary,
Today weather became warmer. It will be really fast warmly!!!!
Today I dreamed of us:
We have met at the airport. At first i did not see you.
I with excitement looked and looked back around.
Suddenly for a moment my sight has passed by what that a prompt sight.
I for one instant have stopped and have returned the sight on that a sight.
When I have turned, I have seen your eyes which steadfastly looked at me.
Your sight shined with love and tenderness!!! When I have seen you tears on my eyes have appeared.
I have gone down from a gangway of the plane and have run to you. When I have run up to you I have embraced you and have strong pressed to myself. I could not keep tears of happiness!!!!
I felt like the happiest woman in the world!!!!
I could not keep the emotions. I kissed and kissed you.
I wanted that this moment lasts forever!!! I was afraid to release you from the embraces.
It seemed to me that if I weaken the embraces of you you will disappear!!!
Please promise to me not leave me if I will arrive to you.
Please promise to me it. I very much want our meeting.
I trust you and your feelings. I am very glad that our hearts beat in a unison with music of love.
Certainly can seem that I very much hurry up but I do not demand from you the same feelings to me. I have no right to demand from you love or passion.
I ask only understanding that I to feel to you and do not laugh at it.
Earlier I did not think that I can become interested in the man so it is strong.
I feel such tender feelings to the man for the first time.
I will write to you later, now I should go.
I will waiting for your letter.
Sincerely your Tatyana

Letter 13

Hi again my love Gary, now early morning. I recently have woken up. I sleep with a night translucent light man's shirt.
I have risen from a bed. Has lifted hands in top. A back has bent a little back and is sweet to yawn.
Rising and my room began was gradually filled warm gentle beams of the sun. When look at this young sun and from pleasure it would be desirable to live eternally.
My nightgown only slightly covers my legs. It is a pity, that you do not see. Beams of the sun do my shirt transparent and through a shirt all my body is visible.
Warm beams of the sun caress my body and these minutes I think of you.
You could caress my body each morning. It is a pity, that today in the morning we not together.:-((
I go in souls and to be washed 15 minutes.
I to mass the legs and to spread on their humidifying cream. I smoothly to drive hands on my gentle skin of legs.
It of it my legs turn in silk. To like you my gentle skin. I do it for you.
I know, that men love beautiful harmonious female legs.:-)) you mine the man. My legs belong only to you.
Girlfriends speak, that I should work as model. But I do not want. The majority of models silly women.
I do not want to turn to the silly woman.
I think, that you love me such what I is. It is not necessary for you, that I worked as model. I correctly think?
me dear I can not wait any more when I meet you. My desire grows each day. I can not constrain the emotions any more.
I want you. I want you each night. The more passes without you, the I was more than days to suffer.
I can not constrain myself long. I want passionate love with you. Then I want to nestle with your body and to fall asleep.
In the morning you wake me a sweet kiss in lips. I to wake up and to smile.
I I shall press to the breast also shall tell you, that I love you.
I shall speak that I love you each morning both each evening. And hundred more times during day!!!
Then I shall stand and I shall prepare you for breakfast. You will lay in a bed. I shall bring to you breakfast in bed.
Coffee, sandwich with cheese and oil and a slice of sausage. It is your breakfast. After breakfast we shall go in for sports.
We will run on the street a pair in kilometer. If you can not run in the street then houses we shall crush dumbbells.
Sports extend human life. I want that we with you lived as it is possible longer.
I shall care always of you. I shall protect you and will console always you when at you poorly mood.
I spoke you today, what I love you? NOT?!!! EXCUSE ME NOW I TO CORRECT THE MY OVERSIGHT.:-)) I LOVE YOU!!!
> What is your cat's name?
Their names are Vasya and Masha!!! I like them very much!!!
> Did you get an e-mail from Hallmark with my birthday card for you?
No I have not got it yet I would be glad to see it!!!!
> How long have you had your current job? Do you like what you do? What is the best part about your job?
I work for this company since I graduated the University and yes I like what I do but it is very hard here to have a better job and sometimes I simply hate it because of small salary and a lot of work!
All right I should finish the letter. I shall write soon.
Always your Tatyana

Letter 14

Hi my dear Gary,
last week there was one of the best week-end for the last some months.
I for a long time should have a rest from heavy week work.
It is a pity to me, that that today I can not be closer to you so that I could In common to use all our wishes to come true and do you happy by the man.
I would have romantic, and passionate time with you.
I love your perception of life and love and when you write To me such things you fill in me energy and prompting.
I am very happy that have met you in my life.
The happiness is not made by riches, it helps be capable to live conveniently.
It a pity to me that we today can not be together.
I love you my lovely and always I like to read your letters in which you open your heart to me I shall not constrain my heart to you.I want to feel your heat to caress you gently.
I feel special communication between you and me.
I write all this that you have understood as our attitudes for me are important.
I am very glad that you understand me. You very kind and sincere the man.
I want to be with you as soon as possible. I burn from love to you my precious.
You diamond of my soul.
You brilliant my heart. You a part of my soul.
To like me that that you have very much deep thoughts about love and life.
After reading your letters I dream of arrival to you to kiss and embrace you violently.
You can make me the happiest woman on a planet.
I have many dreams and the purposes.
One of my dreams to find the man which can fill in my life and do me happy It you my dear.
I want that our life was similar to a fairy tale about kind prince and a beauty princess.
That we have lived all our life in love and the consent.
I would like that all was so.
I should finish the letter to you. Already the late evening and me it is necessary to go home.
I shall wait your letter my lovely.
Your Tatyana