Letter(s) from Anastasia to Tiziano (Italy)

Letter 1

I am happy that you have written to me. But I cannot happen every day on a site and is better will be if we communicate with you on e-mail means. Also it will be better if you write to me on mine E-mail nastenka1981@gmail.com. Or you can leave to me the E-mail and I will write you the letter.
I will wait from you for the message. To me it will be very pleasant if we begin correspondence, and we learn each other is better.
Yours faithfully Anastasiya

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Tiziano
It is very pleasant to me to receive your letter. I am glad that you could to answer me. Now I will tell a little about myself. My name Anastasiya. To me of 27 years. I was born to Russia, city Ufa Bashkiriya. Ufa very beautiful city, a city with historical constructions and very wonderful architecture, with the unique and unusual nature. I not will while describe the childhood, for me it is very heavy, heavy to recollect it. I will tell to you a little later, in following letters. I have finished high school perfectly well, have then entered the university, on faculty of foreign languages. Where studied English language, but also little bit German and French much. But my English is much better than German and French, in these languages I can write only and to speak to me practice is necessary. I very much liked to study, was pleasant, atmosphere at university such amicable rallied, I was surrounded with very good people. At university I took a great interest in different sciences. I very much loved psychology, you possibly read Deil Kornegi. I very much liked to study history, history of countries of Western Europe. When I studied it, I plunged into that world, the past world, but it for me was as the present. But I only acted in a role of the spectator. The history as any science shows gives reflexion over mankind achievements, over errors of people, politicians, heads of the states. At university I very much liked to play the big tennis. I remember that visited every week this club. Yes, the university life to me was remembered for all life, the many-sided nature, a variety. When I have finished university I have understood that the world, the world is already opened for me, opened, and there has come freedom, a freedom in choosing of. I have got a job, the teacher of foreign languages. To me very much to like to learn people to languages when I learn, I think that already one person begins more which can already communicate with other people in this language. But my wages not so high, probably only because in Russia have not learnt while to respect work of teachers and teachers, it is heavy and an honest work. But I try to earn additionally the tutor on English language sometimes. At leisure I like to visit cinema, theatres, I like to go to walk with girlfriends on park and squares. I like to speak on different vital themes, to argue, think and communicate it so important in sew lives. Two times a week I go on aerobics and to pool to hold the figure in a good condition and at me it it turns out, as I think. My time passes remarkably, but I am frequent began reflect on the person which to me is necessary, necessary as my soul. To me so at times hard and sadly, that I one and at me is not present there is no gentle and kind support, there is no lovely person. And now I write this letter to you and to me it becomes already easier, easier, because who knows that at us will turn out, but it is already important that we have found each other. . I can tell still much all to you, but I think that I will tell to you it already in the following letter.
Now you tell about yourself, tell about the childhood, about the life where you studied, tell about parents. It will be very interesting to me to listen to you, and your life.
I will look forward your prompt reply my dear Tiziano

Sincerely Anastasiya

Letter 3

Hello the my dear friend Tiziano
I am very glad to receive your such fast letter. As it is wonderful that we have begun with you dialogue. So it is interesting to me to learn about you everything, all that is connected with you, and with your life. But while I wish to continue the history about my life. I think to you very interestingly it to learn. That for the girl with you has started to communicate.
Probably, you could ask me such question why you have started to get acquainted through the Internet. I have more recently learnt that through the Internet it is possible to find the love, the person of the dream and a life, second half. I have learnt it from the best girlfriend. My girlfriend works in very large travel company in Ufe, and she to me has told that through the Internet many women find the love, the most lovely person. And I have decided to try, try to find to find the love. Certainly in we wash a city many admirers at me. But these people are not interesting to me. People, people of the man which start to irritate me want only sex and consequently I cannot find at myself in a city the real man with feelings, with caress, with the most beautiful emotions and with the big heart. I have a specific psychological barrier, my mum was thrown by my father when I was absolutely still small. And consequently I am afraid, am afraid of that that I will get acquainted in Russia with any person which me also will throw. And I will have a same heavy destiny, as at my mum. And consequently I so wish to find the person, the person not from Russia, I wish to find the person abroad, at which absolutely other sight at the world, at women and at relations between the woman and the man. And consequently I have begun searches on the Internet, I have started to search. And here now I write to you, I write thinking, that you can understand me, you can see in me a next world, light which to you is necessary and so it I want. For me very important, important to find the person which understood me, appreciated, respected, it was inspired by me, lifted me above heavens, I so want it. Yes, it is possible simply while dreams and imaginations but why to trust to trust in the best and kind in this world. The belief helps us helps to struggle with many difficulties, and problems.
I a little in this letter still will tell about the life. I me have only one sister. And my parents have already died. The sister I any more did not see 5 years. And I do not know that with it now. After she has married it has left our city and has moved to live to Moscow. And since then I it did not see. And now I one. I do not wish to show to you that to me difficult and so it is heavy, I consider myself as very strong nature and I do not wish to show the tears. I have told to you because I know that you wanted it the nobility.
Tell to me please about itself, about the hobbies, about that than you are engaged on work. Tell to me about what girls like you more and that you most of all appreciate in women. It is very interesting to me to learn it. I wish to know than you live, as there passes each your day... Tell to me...
In the following letter I will tell to you more about myself and the hobbies, about that what people surround me on work, I will tell to you that that to you interestingly...

I will look forward your fast and warm letter

Your sincerely Russian girlfriend Anastasiya

Letter 4

Hello my dear friend Tiziano!!

I am madly glad to receive from you the letter, is glad to that that at last that has found the person which is interested in my life, me as the person, your letters concern me to depth of soul, warm heart as it is not strange but I consider that we are congenial, I feel between us spiritual communication and very much I hope that you though slightly feel too as I, I will wait it. In the last letter I wrote to you about the trade if you not against I will more in detail tell about it.
Still studying at university, I have solved for myself that I will learn children to foreign languages. You for certain ask why children and I will answer, that children are the best in this life, children are always open to you, their thoughts are pure, they see in me elder sister, I feel as is necessary to them and I like it. I have written to you about the work, but on by it I wish to tell to you about my daily life. Practically every day I go to walk with the love girlfriend. We go to walk on parks, we speak on different themes. Today I have told to the girlfriend that I have got acquainted through the Internet with very interesting and surprising person. My girlfriend was very glad to hear it. It is glad because she madly wants that I have found second half, the love in this world. She wants that in my life there was all very well and happily.
My most gentle friend Tiziano I wished to learn from you that you love from music. I very much love vital music, I love music which forces to reflect to think of each word said in a song. You probably heard a song of known executor Kane, this song is called "Damn those eyes". This song simply comes the sounds and words into soul drops. But certainly I can listen and other music, very many depends on mood, I very much love classical music, Mozart, Beethoven. You possibly heard Beethoven's Lunar sonata, it so is beautiful and gentle.
I wished to learn very strongly that is pleasant to you in the work, you love the work, you like to be engaged in it. It is interesting to me to learn about what you dreamt when you were the small child. When I was 11 years old, I dreamt to be the doctor, probably because I wished to be good to people, I very much love people, probably in our world it sounds as paradox. But I can simply such nature. I consider that each person once was the small child and he dreamt dreamt to change this world, to make its kind and happy and probably for this reason each person in my soul the same small child which sights have remained, but it can already make nothing, it is probable the mission it will assign to children, and children it is a miracle, a miracle of the Lord of the God.
Yes, I to you have told that I very much love people. But I consider that each person should be fair and kind. I have started to communicate with you and probably I wish to tell at once that for me as for the woman, the woman which I wish to find the love, very important honesty and the kindest feelings of the person with which I communicate. I hate lie because the lie is to destroy in this world. I want that at us much with you has turned out. I wish to trust that that our relations will start to develop fairly, warmly and gently...
I still will tell much to you about the character and about the childhood in following letters

I will wait for your fastest and warm answer my gentle Tiziano

Yours it is sincere Anastasiya

Letter 5

Hello my most lovely friend Tiziano
I am madly glad to receive from you such fast letter. How today your mood? How do you feel? I will fairly and sincerely tell, that your letters become simply necessary for me. Your letters cheer me up, force my heart beats more strongly, your letters force to hear knock of my heart in ears. As for a long time as a long time I did not worry anything similar. And it so is wonderful. I probably understand now that such mutual relations, that such to tell the kind and tender word. Your words so are gentle to me, they warm my soul. You become the person to whom I wish to trust, I wish to trust all most secret desires. Yes, probably I very trustful, but I wish to be such, I wish to trust in kindness of people, I wish to trust in the warmest and tender feeling - love....
My darling Tiziano I wish to continue the story about the life. I hope, that my story will be interesting to you. I wish to tell much to you about the life, I with anybody, except the girlfriend do not share it. And I so would like to tell it, I want that my soul felt better. I wish to tell.
I spoke to you that the father has thrown my mother when I absolutely was small. And it was necessary to my mum very difficult. She brought up me, trained, only thanks to her I have achieved that that wanted. I became that person, that kind and gentle person as my mum. But my mum has died. Has died already 2 years ago. And me so it is heavy. As I do not have not enough now her caress, her heat, her embraces. Last time to me is very sad and heavy. Hard because I feel very lonely, I do not have not enough caress, there is no support, there is no person to which I can entrust everything, there is no my half, my most love person. And I so wish to find it. Can this person there will be also you, but I wish you to learn very well before, I wish to know absolutely all about you, it is very interesting to me.
My darling Tiziano we communicate with you and what is pleasant to you in me? What? Than I could involve you? Only the beauty? At you it is a lot of friends, what you tell to the friends about me? Tell, it is very interesting to me to learn it.
Today already very much late, I will write to you tomorrow, my most expensive Tiziano

I will look forward your kindest and fast letter

Your friend Anastasiya

Letter 6

Hello my most lovely friend Tiziano
I am madly glad to receive your fast letter. Your words such gentle and warm. So it is pleasant to me to speak and reflect with you on a life, about love, about the warm feelings. Now I trust in that that through the Internet it is possible to find the person, the person which you becomes such expensive and lovely. The Internet - the finest that was created by people. We on such distance, but we feel each other, we feel as we breathe, as our heart as we think knocks. And it so is important. I very much like to represent what is not present, it helps me to struggle with loneliness. And here now I write to you, I represent as we walk with you on park, we walk at warm night, whether we look at the moon and we think there is a life somewhere there far. Yes, it is imagination but as I wish to believe that it will be in a life. My imagination, it as my medicine against a pain, pains in a shower, against my loneliness. I so wish to create a family, I so want children, I so want that I had a person who always, would awake me every day early in the morning and spoke whispered to me on an ear "Good morning, the darling". And it would kiss me hotly on the mouth. As it is wonderful when there is such person who can embrace you which can protect you which I can tell to you "love you my angel". I am sorry about you for the imaginations and dreams, but me is valid so there is all no it. As I wish to escape to escape, I would go though at the end of the earth for the sake of the most lovely person.... Today we went with the girlfriend on a film to a cinema, the film was called "Yill Hanting". It is such interesting film, on viewing I cried, because that life which there is shown so real, so....
When we walked with the girlfriend, I have started to tell to her that my relations with you develop, I said to her, that if happens so I will leave Russia as you will be without me, I spoke to the girlfriend. But my girlfriend very clever woman and she simply consoled me and spoke, but as wash the kid Tiziano I will call to you every week, I will write you letters and you never will forget me. And its words were so warm for me, that I began to trust in that that she for me as mum who speaks kind words of the daughter....

I will wait from you for the warmest and lovely letter my darling Tiziano

Your sincerely and with warmest wishes for you
Your Anastasiya

Letter 7

Hallo mein am meisten teuerer Freund Tiziano
Ich bin sehr froh, Ihren Brief zu bekommen. Ihre Gefuehle so ist aufrichtig, Ihre Seele so ist auch es so sehr gut geoeffnet. Ich fuhle Sie, ich fuehle jedes Ihr Kompliment. Fuer mich ist es sehr angenehm, dass Sie mir solche Woerter sagen. Ihr Charakter nett Tiziano ist eine Aktivitaet in allem, in den Gefuehlen, in den Emotionen, in den Handlungen, im Verstand... Und dieses so prima. Ich vergoettere die aktiven Menschen. Die ich zeigen koennen, koennen die Gefuehle zeigen, sie fuer den netten Menschen oeffnen...
Die Augen... Die Augen... Wie die Spiegel der Seele... Nach den Augen des Menschen kann man vieles sagen... Man kann welcher bei ihm den Charakter sagen, welche Stimmung, wie er entwickelt ist geistig ist, dass er in die Leben erlebt hat... Ihre Augen sind irgendwelcher Tiefe, der Tiefe der Erkenntnisse voll... Ich denke dass Sie im Leben sehr viele und verschiedene Menschen sahen, ich denke dass Sie sich den Menschen sehr gut zurechtfinden. Sagen Sie mir, es ist die Wahrheit?
Nett Tiziano haben Sie das Thema der inneren Welt und des Zustandes des Menschen beruehrt. Ich werde mit Ihnen vollstaendig zustimmen, dass es sehr wichtig ist, wenn die inneren Welten der Menschen harmonisch sind, und sie sind verbunden. Die Kultur des Verhaltens, den Charakter, die Beziehung zu den Kindern, zu den aelteren Leuten und soll anderes bei den Menschen die harmonisch verbunden sein lieben einander. Ihre inneren Welten sollen wie den Himmel mit den Wolken, aber wie der Himmel und die Erde erinnern. Auch dann wenn die Harmonie, die Harmonie in allem existiert, dann tritt der Zustand, der Zustand der herzlichen Romantik und der Leichtigkeit, tritt die Liebe dann... Es ist die ideale Liebe.... Ich denke was solcher Liebe nicht stattfindet... Ich denke dass die Liebe stattfindet... Die Liebe auf den ersten Blick... Der Mensch weiss der inneren Welt anderen Menschen noch nicht... Aber er fuehlt vom Herz, dass dieser Mensch, dieser dessen jene Mensch anderen wartete etwas Jahre. Es ist die Liebe tritt im Herz, in der Seele... Eben es ist die Liebe manchmal ist so stark... Dass.... Sie kann von nichts nicht zerstoert sein. ... Entschuldigen Sie mich fuer solche Philosophie, mir ist es sehr einfach, gefaellt sehr, mit Ihnen zu verschiedenen Themen zu sagen, und ich wollte die Gefuehle den Verstaendnis der Liebe oeffnen.
Ich halte dass der ideale Mensch ein Roboter ist. Die Idealitaet ist eine Statik. Wenn etwas nur ideal wird, so koennen die Eroeffnungen nicht geschehen, kann die Idealitaet nur ja sagen oder nicht... Ich liebe die Idealitaet nicht... Jeder Mensch, jeden auf diesem kleinen Planeten, uns verschiedene... Und es macht unsere Welt so nicht ordinaer, so verschiedenen... Und es so prima.
Fur mich ist es sehr sehr angenehm, ich bin wahnsinnig wahnsinnig froh dass wir mit Ihnen unseren Kontakt halten. Sie sehr der sehr interessante Mensch nicht einfach interessant.... Ihre Offenheit und die Ehrlichkeit gibt mir solche Kraft die Kraft in den Glauben unserer Beziehungen...
Ich warte auf Ihren schnellen Brief nett Tiziano

Deine ist und mit den warmsten Wuenschen fuer Tiziano aufrichtig
Deine Anastasiya

Letter 8

Hello my lovely friend Tiziano
I am madly glad to receive from you such fast letter. How there pass your days without me? How your mood? I miss on you when you do not write. We have started to correspond and now my life became much more more colourful and more pleasant, my life became warmer and more gentle. It so is wonderful, wonderful to feel that in this world there is someone who thinks only of you, only dreams of you. It so is fine... But letters, letters it is healthy. But I am afraid what to happen so, that we will correspond only through letters, only through the Internet, and not having seen each other and our hearts will cry, because we have got used to each other, we have found each other... And now.... I so wish to see you in a real life, to look in your eyes, to feel your breath, to hear as your heart knocks, to hear you... I think that a reality, the reality will pull together us even more strongly, will pull together us so, that we cannot leave. . And it is healthy, I never in a life felt anything similar, washing the soul rejoices every day, I look out of the window every day, on street and I think, I suspect the account of that as well that you have appeared in my life. To think of the person, to think all consciousness and a body of him - what is it? it Can friendship, it can attachment, and it can the most gentle is simple and a warm feeling in the world, it can love... You very interesting person, the person which me forces to rejoice, forces to laugh soul. It so is wonderful.
How your work? How your friends? To me very interestingly what friends at you. Tell about the friends. You have a friend to which you most of all trust? At me the unique girlfriend who always supports me. She my loved one. But you for me became too very much the loved one, the person to which it is possible to trust and tell the secrets. And it so is healthy...

I will look forward your warmest and fast letter

Yours it is sincere Anastasiya