Letter(s) from Elena Dubova to David (USA)

Letter 1


Letter 2

Hello David!
How your day? I hope, that you were pleased, to receive my letter because when I have received your letter, I really admired. You do not represent, as I am happy, to see your letter. It has very much pleased, that you have written to me the letter. At me fine mood. My mood became better, due to your letter. Many thanks to you.
I would like to tell to you more in detail about my work. I work as the seller in computer shop. My day passes actually as in general. In the morning I am raised at 7:30. I have breakfast. Then I go for work. My working day from 9:00 till. I work since Monday till Saturday. On Saturday I work from 10:00 till. Sometimes happens so, that on Saturday, I am tired more, than in any other day. As Saturday - free day. And people, who are included into shop, become more. Such at me working week. Tell to me as you carry out the working week. What do you like to do in the free days? When at me the day off, I like to have rest. I like to go with my girlfriends in a cinema, theatre, park of culture, or we when very hot we go on a beach. The park of culture is located close to my house. We frequently walk in park of culture. But I not all time see off all free days so, sometimes I simply sit at home. I listen to music, I read books, or simply I watch TV. So I have rest. Probably. You want to know, how I write to you the letters? I write to you letters during the work. Me have warned, that our computer has dependent system of a parcel of mail. My letters can reach you even in the evening as my letters will send after mail of service which is sent with two times day - at midday, and after the end of the working day. The working day in our shop arrives to the end 22:00, but my working day arrives to the end 17:00. If you want to learn more in detail about my work, you can ask me, I shall tell to you more in detail about the work. And I would like to learn more in detail about your work. Tell to me about your work more in detail as whom you work how you work, and whether your work is pleasant to you?
My hobby if it is possible to tell so - the English language. I loved the English language for a long time when I went to school. In Russia the program of training necessarily includes foreign language, as a rule - English, German or the French language. I have entered group of the English language, and I am happy, that I have made it. After school, I continued to study in the English language at university. I love this language. It is very soft and it is easy - remembered language. I study the English language easily. Now I visit rates of the English language. I study English language very for a long time. I want to know this language completely. I know, that now I admit mistakes, but I hope. What you still want to know about me? I have been never married, and I have no children. I am lonely, and the reason of my loneliness not only in me. However I do not know, if it is interesting to you. I live fairly, and it brings pleasure to me. I am an optimist, and I like to smile, because a smile - a mirror oppress. The happiness does not need many things. Probably, the main thing, which does not satisfy me, now - love. People without love cannot be happy. But when a number is the close person whom you love, the life becomes fine irrespective of, where do you live, and that you have. But the loneliness fills in a life grief. But I do not want to speak about grief more. I am pleased, that I have an opportunity to write to you, and I am pleased, that you write to me. And now it really causes a smile on my person.
I should finish my letter. You have the big family? What do you search in the soul mate? If you do not want, you cannot answer my questions. I traveled across Russia, but never traveled outside of my country. I very much want to visit your country. It so is interesting. I have no any relatives. But I have some girlfriends, only one best girlfriend. Her name Tania. We friends since the childhood. She the true friend and always helps me as well as I help her. She has very kind heart. For the sake of our friendship we can return everything that we have. I am very pleased, that I have such girlfriend. Such friends, as she the big rarity. I hope to receive your letter soon. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter.

Letter 3

Hi David!!!
I am sincerely pleased, that again I have an opportunity to write to you. Today I saw my mother in my dream and thought that I should tell to you about my mother because when I speak about it - I speak about my family. It is valid so because I never saw my grandmother and my grandfather. And I have no brothers and sisters. I was the only child in family, and my family has consisted from two people - my mother and me. I really feel proud when I speak about mother because she was very good woman. But together with it, each time recollecting my mother, is caused with tears to me, and I cannot hold them. My mother has died, when to me there were 17 years. Three years prior to its death my mother has damage to road incident. She stood in the street, and she has been brought down by the automobile. Probably, the driver is urgently drunk, because witnesses have told, that the automobile moved by a zigzag, and has suddenly appeared on sidewalk. As a result of collision my mother has been paralyzed. She spent three years in an invalid armchair. I cared of it, have made everything that was in my forces to do a life for which she has been doomed since this moment - easy and joyful. I spent a few time with my friends and actually all my free time, which I spent about my mother. I was very happy, when my mother has smiled, because she smiled very seldom. She was ashamed of its feebleness. Each time when I went home after school, I looked at a window, and each time my mother met me. She looked out of the window and smiled. It happened always. She met me every day, and never overlooked. For this reason I was disturbed at once when I came back from school and I looked out of the window and did not see my mother there. I have understood, that something is wrong. I have rushed off home with tears in my opinion. When I opened a door, I have understood, that I have remained one. As it is usual my mother sat in its chair. But she was dead. I remember, how I stretched my hand and have touched its pulse. Has darkened in my opinion, and my legs did not obey me. I could not stand. I thought, that I should go mad. I felt, that I lose consciousness, and I have lain on a floor. I sobbed and could not calm down. I could not imagine, that I shall live without mother. She was the person, for which I lived. I have made all for it, that was in my forces. She was such good mother. She taught me everything that I can make in this life. My mother dreamed to lift me as fair and decent lady. I was the only child, and mother has given me infinite love. And I tried to make everything, to be the worthy daughter, to be its worthy love. And I hope, that I began such lady as my mother wanted to see me. Now I estimate difficulties of my time in the various ways. Difficulties train character. I lived without the help and support; I have passed various difficulties about which I do not want to speak. But I have passed these difficulties and I remember it, I feel, that I have made all correctly. My mother always spoke me, that is necessary to look at difficulties with a smile which is not mentioning that there is a shout of despair in a throat and there are tears in eyes. It is necessary to be strong and proud - as my mother was. Forgive to me, that I have told to you about it so in detail. But I speak about my mother seldom. But when I speak about it, I cannot make it in a few words. I loved her very much and for this reason I have told to you small things about it. Forgive me. I have decided to divide my memoirs with you as with the friend because I did not speak about it with anybody about current of long time. Forgive me, that my letter is sad, big and not interesting. Simply, when I start to speak about my mother, I cannot stop. But I promise to not write such letters more.
Tell to me more in detail about your relatives with whom you live, you live one?
Now I rent an apartment in Yoshkar-Ola. And I would like to tell to you about the apartment. There is one room, kitchen and bathing. I understand, that it - a small apartment, but I feel convenient in this apartment. And my apartment is near to my work. I need 20 minutes to reach shop in which I work. I frequently go to my work on foot when I am not late and when weather remarkable. Sometimes I reach up to shop by the bus. But I do not love it because buses are always full, and it is not convenient to stand there. Tell to me about your apartment, it is very interesting to me.
I want to ask you: the nationality has the person, important for you if you should worry about them? I have no such damage. The nationality is not important for me. I do not look at eyes, color of a leather. And I do not think, where the person has been given birth. I want to find the person with kind heart. I love kindness, and I hate anger. For me the most important in the man - honesty and kindness. Without it is not possible to create the world of harmony and love. Roughness destroys love. I am ready to give all my love to the man which as is ready to give me his love. I think it in any relations the main thing - mutual respect and mutual understanding. I think it so. Kindness. Honesty. Respect. I and my girlfriend Tania became girlfriends because we lived in nearby buildings and also have together gone to school.
I have no any pets. But I dream to have a dog. Only I cannot solve, what dog I want. I equally love the big and small dogs. Probably, my choice to stop on the big dog because I live one. I am afraid to remain at home one, because crimes in Russia at the highest level. But it will not be probable with the big dog so dangerously.
I should finish the letter.
Sincerely and with best regards Elena.

Letter 4

Hi David!!!
Today I have so much a lot of work, that I was afraid, that I shall not have time to receive your letter. And I should tell, that it has frightened me. But now I have found a free time and I am very pleased. Thanks for your kind letter. My last letter was sad. For this reason I shall not try today to write about sad things. I waited your letter with the big impatience, and now I am happy, to read it.
Tell to me, how at you affairs? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time.
Today at me fine mood. Because today we with my girlfriend shall go to a zoo. It - the Moscow Zoo which has arrived in Yoshkar-Ola within a week. Good news, because the Moscow Zoo - the biggest zoo in the country. So everyone discusses these news. Everyone wants to visit a zoo because round will last within several days. I love animals very much, and I never saw the Moscow zoo. I never saw alive tigers and bears. You sometime saw a tiger or a bear? The biggest animal whom I saw in my life - a horse. I like horses very much and I think, that they the most beautiful animals on a planet. I always dreamed to have some pets - a cat or a dog. But when I think, that the small puppy will wait for me at home one, I feel pity. For this reason I have no pets. I always wait during many week-end with impatience because I am tired mentally and physically on work. For this reason week-end - the unique opportunity for me to remain and receive new forces. I spend week-end in another way. Some times I want to have a rest simply in my apartment. I love my apartment - small and convenient. On week-end I always clean an apartment properly. I love cleanliness. And though I always try to hold mine an apartment pure, there is always something to make about the house on week-end. But when I want to relax really, I listen to music or I read books. I like to read books especially historical novels about ancient Russia or other countries. I like to spend time with my friends. I have many friends, but Tania the best girlfriend. We friends already for many years. When we meet with my friends, air is filled by laughter. We like, to walk, we like, to go at cinema or park. If you want, I can tell to you about my friends, about my best girlfriend. I like to spend time on the nature open-air very much. In a camping of Russia it is very popular. I adore to go in a wood and to live in tent. At us about city it is a lot of bases of rest, but we like one tourist base of rest. All of us time visit her. She is on coast of the big river "Volga". It is the big river, and we like to have a rest on this base. Still we with my friends take small compensatory holidays and we go in a backpacking on our wood. We is usually far from city we do not leave. We leave approximately on 15-20 kilometers from city. I even remember, it certainly is a little amusing, as we with my girlfriend have lost the way in a wood. We have lagged behind our friends and have unintentionally lost the way. But, thank God, we with it have found them, it is good, that they have recollected us and too have begun our searches. On the nature we prepare for some dishes. I like to prepare on fire. Is not present what more, it is wonderful, when in air aromas of a wood, the rivers and a smoke mix up together. I am romantic, undoubtedly. I am valid similarly to cookery. I know, that I do it well because I began to prepare since the childhood. My mother taught me many things, including cookery. She spoke me: " Lady who can prepare well, has no inconveniences and lacks, because the tasty foodstuffs - a way to heart of the man ". It can be right they. I love the Russian dishes, and my favourite dish - pancakes. I am not sure, whether you know such dish. It - the Russian national dish. A pancake - round thin bread. Probably, there is it with filling and without. For filling we use forcemeat of meat, cottage cheese or jam. It depends on what pancakes you want. You prefer what dishes?
I do not know, whether I have told to you about my father. It is unpleasant for me, but I should tell to you about it. I never saw it. My mother has told to me, that it has left us when I was still small. For this reason I do not remember it. I never asked my mother about it. And she did not speak me. To tell the truth, I do not want to know, where it is and than it is now. I have a question for you. Whether there are many divorces at you in the country? In Russia it is very often thing. It is a lot of men in Russia - alcoholics and for this reason women cannot live with them further. My mother did not marry more. I never thought of that, how many I want to have children. Such decision is necessary for accepting together with the man which becomes the father of these children. It is not important for me where to live, Russia or any other country. It not the main thing. The main thing - that was love. The main thing - together with beloved.
Write to me, I with impatience shall wait for yours the letter.
With best regards Elena.

Letter 5

Greetings my dear friend David!
I hope, that you not against if I speak so. Thanks for your letter. Any day I feel more needs to receive your letter. My mood became better again when I receive from you the letter. I should tell to you, that you do not represent, as I am happy, that you have written to me the letter. It is very pleasant for me to see your letter. I waited your letter with impatience. Your letter has cheered me up.
How at you an affair today? How your mood today? I hope, that at you all is good, that you had fine time. Tell to me as you, than were engaged.
I'm fine. I spoke you in my last letter on visiting a zoo, and I want to tell to you about it, to share with you my impressions about that zoo. I went to a zoo with the best girlfriend, with Tania. I and my girlfriend have been very much surprised, that there were so many various animals. But the majority of excitement has been caused by the moment when we saw the elephant. It was very big animal. Also we saw a tiger. It sat in a cell and looked at us gently. But I know, that it - very strong and dangerous animal. I saw a camel. About, you saw it? This very proud animal. I have been impressed with his constant calmness. In a zoo we were very for a long time and consequently we have very much got hungry. Therefore we with the girlfriend ate many pies and drank tasty tea. I very much love tea. After a zoo we have together come back home, we were cheerful and pleased. By the way, when I of the profit to work, today my mood was bad, because my girlfriend was ill, and now she is in hospital. The most sad thing - that she has birthday today. To it of 29 years today. Unfortunately, she will spend her birthday in hospital. I already talked to the doctor, and to me will allow to spend evening in its chamber. In the evening I shall bake a pie, to buy balloons and to go to hospital. I want very much that she had good mood on its birthday. She my best girlfriend. By the way, she works with me in shop. We friends for many years. Tania and I, are similar to sisters. Tania and I like to walk on fresh air. Usually we walk in park. But as we like, to waste time in a garden of vegetable Tania. She lives in the old wooden house. I do not know, whether you saw such buildings. These buildings have been constructed before the second world war, in the fortieth years. They very old buildings which have no a bath and a water pipe. So people should take water outside. In the modern world such conditions seem very awful, but it - is valid so. We like, to waste time in a garden of vegetable Tania. There is a potato, cucumbers and tomatoes to not buy them in the market because in the winter of their price raise very highly. Every winter Tania and I do the big yeti of the big spheres of a snow. We do carrots instead of a nose and a potato instead of eyes. It is very amusing. Children of all neighbor arrive to see it. We do the big yeti every year. It is tradition for us. We pour it with water to close ice. So it costs within the whole winter.
Tania speaks, that she wants to live in the big city. I do not know, where it is better. The big city - the big movement, a fast rhythm of a life, a garland of fires, show-windows of a lightning, high buildings, fountains, cinema, parks, temptations, theatres. It is wonderful certainly, I too love it. But in our city fresh air, is a lot of trees and birds. We have many small and big lakes. Places are very beautiful. If there was no criminal, the place could be considered as paradise. But, alas, the criminal in small cities, as well as in big - an integral part of our life. Unfortunately, the criminal in Russia is located at very high level. But I do not want to tell about sad things. I should finish my letter. I do not want, but at me still it is a lot of work. Today when I shall arrive to Tania, we shall speak about you. She likes to ask about you, I like to speak it. I want to ask you, what does you happy? Now I am happy, that I receive your letters, and I as am happy, that I have such friend as you. I hope, that you will write already soon to me. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait your letter.
Sincerely yours and with best regards Elena

Letter 6

Hello David!!!
Tell to me, what weather at you? Perhaps, after work I today shall go on foot. I like to go along the street and to breathe fresh air, is especial when weather remarkable. Actually I do not want to go home. It very boringly and alone at home. Sometimes I do not mention it, but sometimes when I come home with good mood, I want to speak very much, to divide ideas with anyone, to have an entertainment. But my apartment is empty, and I should be in full loneliness. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit in an armchair and I look in a window. And when the silence deafens me when I hear as my streams of blood in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, during that moment becomes intolerable, and my heart is compressed. I do not know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or read the book. But through some moment I understand, that I only deceive myself. Actually I want, that the beloved person was about me with whom I can spend evenings, meet morning, speak about yesterday and about tomorrow day. I want to go and feel, that the strong hand of the man holds me. I do not want to prepare I peep only for myself directly. I want, that someone has estimated it. But it is enough about it. I have told to you, that I have visited Tania in hospital. I was there, within two hours, and Tania was very happy, that I should spend its birthday together with it. She has told to me, that it can be, she would not be in hospital long time. I have brought to it a chocolate pie, flowers and balloons. These balloons - one color dark blue, is my favorite color. And I hope, that Tania, similarly to this also. And you love dark blue color? Tania and I spoke about you. I have told, that you are very good person. Tania has told to me and wished success in my relations with you.
Now I have not enough time, and I on it finish the letter. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait your letter.
Sincerely yours Elena.

Letter 7

Hello my dear David!!!
I am very glad, that you have written to me again. I waited for your letter. I am happy, to read it.
I very much missed your letter, I all the night long thought of you and could not fall asleep for a long time.
How your affairs today? Than you were engaged today? Tell to me, that you did. What weather at you?
I'm fine as usually I was on work as soon as at me the free time has appeared, I at once have decided to check up my mail and was glad to see your letter, it seems to me, that we already so have well learned each other for that time which we are copied. I am very glad, that have found such good the man as you in such big world as now it is difficult to find the good person as you. I never had the person with whom I could divide my ideas. But now I have found you, and I am very pleased. Forgive to me for my frankness. If I have told to you something superfluous, forgive me.
It seems to me, that to me has simply carried. In the man I want to see simultaneously and courage, confidence, quiet force, the defender, and the passionate lover, romanticism with remarkable soul. I was more and more and began to be convinced more, that I want to write to you and to receive from you letters all more and more. Your letters heat to me soul.
It seems to me, that every day between us there is something more than friendship. We start to trust more each other, we become more frank, you agree with me? I think, that our souls approach. But while I one also search the partner in life. I want to continue with you the relation, and I believe, that all can be very good. I wish you good mood for these days, and do not forget me. I shall look forward to your letter, and to miss on you!!!
On it I finish the letter. I hope, that you will write already soon to me. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter, and I would like to learn from you how you think, at us with you, something to turn out?
I like, I miss.
Yours Elena.

Letter 8

Hello my dear, my loved David!!!
I today am very glad to receive your letter. Today I am very happy, that you have again written to me. I waited your letter with the big impatience, and now I am happy, to read it. To me to like with you to communicate and have with you the general interests. And I completely agree with you, I am madly glad, that you have the same feelings to me.
When I receive your letter, on my person always arrive a smile, and I feel high temperature in my soul, thanks for it.
Thanks for filling of my soul pleasure, thank you for filling my heart of the most pleasant feelings!!
I am madly glad, that there is such person as you which always will understand, will support me, will calm. I am very happy, that you are thanks your parents, that they have brought up such good person as you thanks them for it.
It is a pity to me, that I not near to you I very much would like to be with you to be beside when to you are bad also could calm me when badly I very much would want it to me
To learn you it is better to know your merits and demerits though I think, that at you, they are not present.
I do not know, that with me I go on work and constantly I think, girlfriends speak about you, that with me, something not so but when I him have told about us they very much for me were glad.
I very much miss under your letters and always I wait, them I want to tell to you, that now is not lonely and that you have the person to whom you are not indifferent.
On it I want to finish the letter, but know, my unique, that I shall always think of you and very to miss on you.
Write to me soon letter, I shall wait for it very much.
Up to a meeting.
I like, I miss.
Yours Elena.

Letter 9

Hello my love David!!!
My love I only at once has come for work and again I see from you the letter.
My dear, I have to you one small ask. Yesterday, when I have come home, I have included the TV. And there I have seen advertising. At us in city cellular communication, where all entering international, long distance calls free-of-charge has appeared. I.e. if you will call to me I should not put constantly money for phone. I.e. you can call to me every day. But for this purpose it is necessary to have a cellular telephone. And consequently I want to ask you about the help that you have helped to buy to me a cellular telephone. The cellular telephone costs approximately 150$. You can help to buy to me a cellular telephone??? You can send 150$ that I could buy a cellular telephone, and you could call to me??? I think, that by phone we with you could talk every day, and it would be easier to us to understand each other, probably we with you could and talk more in detail about our meeting. Write to me the answer, whether you can help me whether or not?
My love your letters so are necessary for me, and you know it. My love I want to talk only to you my love, and you my big happiness. My love I want to care always of you and to help you on the house. Because you my big love, and I cannot live without you. My love you sometime looked at stars? You to see the sky. Loved mine, I want to tell to you, that if you to see the moon and you look right now at the moon. Because I think, that the moon is a symbol of grief. I, as the moon look with is high, and I observe on set of people. And you as stars which always turn near me, both I cannot resist and I want only you my love. Loved mine, it is very boring to me to live without you and I cannot without you. My love I want to tell, that I as the moon am very tired to be without you my love. And it is very hard for me to see and look, when your star will come nearer to me. And your star will enter me. My love I want, that we always were together and when I shall be with you. I shall feel like, as the sun, and I shall be, is happy, and I shall shine with happiness. My love I want to turn to the sun from the moon. And consequently I love only you my love. And I think and so I decide, that I shall be with you my love, and nothing will stop me on this difficult way for me. My love when on the ground the comet yesterday fell. I to see small fire in the sky. And I to think of desire. My love I saw yesterday in the sky a comet because I to look yesterday in the sky, and to observe of stars and me was so boringly without you, both without your love and without a kiss. My love I saw it and I have thought, that: I want to be with you. My desire was to be only with you. I have thought of this desire, and I think, that it will be executed, and then I shall be happy. My love look today at the sky and tell to me, what you feel, when you see stars and the moon? My love to me very much would be desirable to know, that you will feel these minutes. But I to feel big to mountain because to me it was very boring without you and it is very hurt. Because I want to be with you my love. My love, I thought about us much, and many ideas were at me in a head. And I again and again dreamed. And my dream was to be with you and to love you and to enjoy our life. My love when I to see the moon I I present, that one half it you, and another it I. Because I think, that you also to miss on me and when there will be a full moon in the sky, means are our hearts and our love to merge together. And I to think in this occasion and to reflect. My love, these days, probably, all to have a rest and it is a lot of people to have a rest together with the favourite person. But I to sit in it to an apartment and to think of you my love. Because it is very hard for me, and I think, that you understand me. Because I too think, that it is hard for you to be so far apart. But I know, that soon our hearts will merge, and then we shall be together and we shall be happy. My love to me would not be desirable to go anywhere because it is boring and hurt me. You understand me, and you understand, how to me it is bad without you my love. My love and my hope for everything, that in me.
My love today fine day, in the street it is warm, in the street so it is good. Now fine weather costs in our country. And me it is all the same boring, because you are not present beside. My love I go along the street a little and I observe of people. To me more remains nothing how to go and observe of people. It is interesting to me, that they think, and that do. They go behind purchases, and someone spoke, that will go somewhere. My love I already become
Closed and consequently, I all time think of you. My love I know, that I need to relax a little to calm down, but I think, that only with you I will not relax well. My love I was already resolutely adjusted to be with you. I do not know, that to me to do. I already for a long time to not feel aroma of roses. I have already forgotten taste of colors. My love I want to see a rose and to inhale its aroma. And it will be true, and it will be fine. My love I think, that when I shall arrive to you, you will stand at the airport with roses and I to receive from you roses and your fine kiss. My love I think, that it will be the happiest day, and I shall be, is happy on the present. My love I love only you and I think, that so you are necessary for me and only you my love. Loved mine, I love only you and I to think, that you have understood, having read this letter. My love I want to be with you and I want to kiss you my love and I can not live without you my love. I shall go from mind from love to you, and you understand me my love. My love I want to tell to you, that you always will be in my heart, and that I wait, when I shall be with you and I to turn to the sun from the moon. My love is strong to you and it is very hard for me without you my big love.
I have composed for you verses.
I as if as a flower and a life will ascend also the sun too.
And only beams will pass to me, I shall understand all also I love you
I only learn all your love.
And tenderness all yours in me is now.
And I to feel your love to me
I love scarlet color, and it means, that I like
I only love you and I cannot without you
My love flares, thirst
And I want some water from a cloud of love
And me to arise you and you will show me the dreams
And I love you my love
And I can live only in love.
My love these small prose's about love to you, and everything, that I to speak you, I to speak with a hint about you, and I, the truth, I can not without you my love. Yes, I need to have a rest to calm the nerves, because I very strongly melancholy on you my love. My love I to not complain to you, I only to speak you, that I cannot without you my love, and I to express all ideas about you, and all that I to think and reflect for this time.
My love each time I to consider days and I to think about you my love. My love I love only you and you my present and big love. My love I want only you, and I shall be for you the safe and only for you my love. My love I shall hold for you the safe, and I never shall change to you my love.
My love I again and again to speak you, that I LOVE YOU my LOVE.

Letter 10

Greetings my LION!!!
Probably, you are set by a question why I have named you a lion? Now every day and every night you in my apartment. You, probably, do not understand me? Well, I shall explain to you. I have the big soft toy. He is the big lion with a long tail and with a dense mane. This lion is so charming. It only one toy which I have, and I love my lion very much. My girlfriend always asked me: " What name of my toy? " . I constantly thought, I thought, what name to think up to it, but I could not think up any name. My girlfriend has suggested many different names, but any name was not pleasant for me. I at all do not know why. But yesterday, when I went to bed, as is usual, I have placed my lion near to myself. I looked at him and thought of you. And I have told good night David! And during this moment, I have understood, that I have found most better, the most native, closest name for my lion. This name - David! I was so happy. This name so approached to my lion! Now the lion always is close to me. I look at him and I think of you. It so is amusing. Today I have told to my girlfriend, and we laughed very for a long time. She has told to me: " it is good, that your toy a lion and if the toy was not a lion, she would be an ostrich or the elephant, hardly you would name this toy David" It would be very cheerful. By the way, to write this letter, I have made many efforts. You want to know why? Anyway, I shall tell to you. Today I for the first time was late for work. I always wake up, when my alarm clock calls. But today I did not hear an alarm clock, it is probable, because in dream I saw you. I have woken up with a smile on the person. But when I have looked at hours, I began to laugh very loudly because I never slept such long time in the morning. Usually I wake up at 6:30. On work I should be at 8:00. But today I have woken up at 8:20. I have quickly put on and had no time to have breakfast, because my director does not like, when workers are late for work.
I very much hurried up. I ran very quickly along the street and when I have arrived closer to my work, I have stumbled and have fallen. You can imagine it? I lay on the middle to the street, similar to a starfish, but to me nobody has helped to rise. And I thought, that you necessarily would help me to rise. I have a little damaged a hand and a knee. And when I have come for work, my girlfriends have asked me: " Elena, in what business? ". And I have told, that I saw in my dream of you! And it was amusing. They asked me, I saw what dream, and have told him. They have told to me, that I have was over head and ears in love in you. Yes, I very much love you, and I very much do not have you. I have worked - as. And after work I have somewhat quicker gone home a few to have a rest. Having come, home, to me it became very sad, boring, melancholy, because you have not met me, have not helped me to remove outer clothing, and have not prepared me for a bath. I very much do not have you. I was not present near to you, and I wait with impatience our meeting, I wait that day when I can tell to you, looking in your fine eyes as strongly I love you.
My love, I have no in general any phone. For this reason I have asked you the help that you have helped me to buy a cellular telephone. The cellular telephone costs 150 $, and your help is necessary for me. You can help me??? I do not want to lose contact to you and if you will help me we shall communicate also by phone, we shall hear each other voices as in the future with you it will be easier to us to communicate and agree about our meeting. Try to do it for the sake of me. I have written down your phone number, and I shall try to call to you that we could speak by with you to phone.
I very much love you, and I want to see you, as soon as possible, as it probably. I understand all difficulties which we have in our life. And I agree on everything to be with you beside, to spend all time with you and only with you my loved, my gentle, my unique David!!!
I LOVE YOU David!!!
I hope, that you will write already soon to me. Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter.
I like, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you.
Yours Elena.

Letter 11

Hello my love David!!!
Loved mine, I very strongly love you. Loved mine, I every day think of you, I every day dream, how we with you shall live together. You are very necessary for me, I still never met such fine person, as you. Without you I cannot and live and minutes. Loved mine, you are necessary for me as air. You know, that without air any person cannot live, even the strongest and as I cannot live without you.
Loved mine, I very much grieve without you. I would like to fly somewhat quicker to you, and to remain with you for all life, to look after you, to love you.
If there would be at me an opportunity, I have thrown all and right now would sit in the plane and have arrived to you. I very much love you, I cannot live without you.
My love, you my LION. I very much grieve without you. Before going to bed I think of you when I go to a bath I I think of you when I rise early in the morning think of you. My most treasured dream it to see you somewhat quicker. And I am very glad, that is fast my DREAM to be carried out, and we with you shall be together. And it will be the happiest day in my life. I very strongly love you.
I want to show you all love to you as I can. It is a pity, that now I am not near to you. I so strongly want to be with you, that all my feelings to not write on a paper, to not express in the letter. You will see all, when we shall meet you. I shall show all love, and our love will be envied by many. I want to love you, and to be loved. I know, that you love me. And I am very glad, I am happy. You have presented me the love, you have shown me as it is possible to love. You careful, you the remarkable person. And I was more with anybody I do not want to be except for you, I want to be only with you. With you it is good me, with you I feel the happiest girl on all ground.
Nobody is necessary for me except for you, you are necessary for me, and only you.
I very much love you. And I have more except for you than anybody is not present. Nobody is necessary for me. I love only you.
On it I finish the letter.
Write to me, I with impatience shall wait from you the letter.
I like, I miss, it is gentle also passionately whole you.
Yours Elena.