Letter(s) from Elvira Chesnokova to Gene (USA)

Letter 1

Hello darling! I hope that this day was really wonderful and brought you only positive and joyful emotions. Dear Gene, it is a great honor for me to have the opportunity to meet you and get to know you closer. It would be silly to project for the future, but I hope that our acquaintance will get wonderful continuation and will be really interesting for us both. Dear Gene, the first question I would like to ask you, after browsing your profile - why do you use Internet dating service, does such interesting and smart man, like you, not have the chance to meet the appropriate lady match in a real world? Perhaps, you would like to ask me the same question? Well, I will try to answer. We live in time, when the majority of the people in the whole world actively use Internet and computer technologies and I think that it would be foolish not to use this opportunity in the search of love for all entire life. Because you never know what destiny prepares for you to find. I often use Internet, searching for new information for my work and just recently, searching for something I discovered the online dating service and decided to test my destiny. I hope that kind angels in heavens will definitely help me to meet a man, the one I will gift all my tenderness and love of my heart. Dear Gene, I am romantic woman with the sensitive heart, I am overwhelmed with the thirst of true love and family happiness with the man I will love, I can ponder on this topic for hours, but I think that at present you are more curious in down to earth and specific things. Ok, I will try to tell a little about myself. On the 5th of September 1979 with my loud scream I let the world know of my arrival to this world. Obviously I do not remember the moment at all, this my mother told me about. I was born and grew up in a little town Volzsk, in a very intelligent and respectable family. As I was the only child, my parents gave me all their attention, love and care. I am very grateful to my parents for a good upbringing and education. With their help, from a little, innocent and defenceless child I turned into joyful for life, kind and purposeful woman. After graduating from the pedagogical institute and got the diploma of speciality "Primary school Teacher and English language", I was sent to the government assignment to the other town, where I live at presence. I live and work in Yoshkar-Ola. This is a very beautiful and cosy town 862 kms north-east from Moscow, with the population of around 270.000 people. We do not have big factories, concerns or any other production here and it provides the magnificent ecology. The nature her - is truly beautiful. We have a lot of crystal clear lakes, rivers and many kilometers of forests, vast majority of animals and plants. I work as my speciality teacher of English at primary school. I like my job very much, as most of the time I spend among children, at joyful atmosphere, sincerity and pure child happiness. Communication and work with children give me a lot of positive emotions and I always in a hurry for work to school, to share my knowledge and experience with them. Dear Gene, without any regrets I look back and if I had a chance to change something in my life, I would not do anything to change, because I am fully satisfied in everything I had. I sincerely thankful to God for everything I have in my life and for that his good angels protect me from all the evil and bad in this world. Dear Gene, the meaning of happiness is very relative, but I know what I am missing, to become the happiest woman in the world. In my prayers I ask only one thing...I ask the skys for love, for the possibility to love and be loved, for the possibility to create strong and happy family. I know that somewhere in this world, there is a man with a kind and sincere heart, that is waiting to meet me. I know that we will surely find eachother, because love is an almighty power in the universe and nothing can stop people, that have in their heart this wonderful feeling! Dear Gene, I am afraid to inconvenience you of border you with reading so big letters, that is why I will cut down to the above said and wish you happiness and success in your life. I sincerely hope that our acquaintance have a chance for a happy continuation.

With all the warmth of my heart,


Letter 2

Dear Gene, thank you very much for your reply. It is a very interesting start for our introduction! It is really interesting for me to read what other people think. Everybody is different and everyone has their own opinions and life positions. New encounters are always exciting, and this one is even more exciting, because you live in a different country. I always was fascinated how people live in other countries, what feelings and thoughts do they have in their soul! Ok, I will try to tell you more about myself. I am very opened and energetic person. Yes, I can say that I am intellectually curious and always tend to fulfill my knowledge. I like reading and the amount of books been read by me already passed the thousand line. I am always interested in new ideas. I enjoy intellectual conversations. I am fond of world economy and politics, science and education! Yes, I am very energetic and communicative, but I am not a materialist! Deep down, I am very romantic! What is inside and family values are the things that more important for me. I am a woman with a great and loving heart. I need my own family happy and loving. I need a man, that can see my soul, the treasury of sincere love and passion! I love classical music! I think that is the most amazing and romantic genre. When I listen to Beethoven, Bach, Chaikovsky, Mozart, Chopin or Rochmaninov, there is a wonderful garden blossoms inside of me, my soul frolics and sings. I think that is the love music and only two people should listen to it together!!! Man and woman should enjoy this wonderful music, love and endearments! Dear Gene, I am always full of life curiosity, because life is interesting and fascinating. To enjoy life in a whole sense, I am living a healthy life and trying to be in a perfect shape. When I studied in the institute, I went into athletics and swimming. And even now when I have spare moment, I put on my sports uniform and go to the nearest park, to enjoy jogging. And more to say, as every woman I like to dance very much! I think that the real dance - is a little story about onself, about one's feelings and emotions. The dance doesn't exist without the emanations of love, the aroma that makes you drunk spreading around people dancing. Where else you can so passionately and brightly, without words, show your real self, your understanding of life, tell the story of your life... I am crazy of the latin-american dances, because they are very incendiary, bright and sexy. Dear Gene, do you like to dance? What dances attracts you most of all? Well, I think that my letter, will make your impression of me more complete. I sincerely glad our acquaintance and with great anticipation I await your next letter.

With best wishes, Elvira xxxx

Letter 3

Hello! I have just got back home and decided to check my mailbox, with a hope to get a letter from you. You know, your letter are starting to add a lot of positive emotions to me. Our acquaintance is like a fresh sea breeze, in a hot desert. Dear Gene, you are the only person I can speak about anything, beside work. Yes, it is exactly like that, I don't have anybody I can share my feelings, love, music and lyrics, nature and traveling, about cinema, theatre and all the routine things, that all normal people have in their lives. There is a saying: "People don't value happiness, because it costs nothing!". In recent years, I didn't have happiness, conversations and love in my life. And now I know the real value of happiness. And I really appreciate our acuaintance and our correspondence. You seem very attractive to me and I hope, that our relationships will grow! I am all alone in my apartment right now, only romantic music and thoughts about you, lights my fire. How lonely it is without a man in my house, a man that will hug and kiss me when I come home. How I miss the noize and a joyfull laugh of a child... I miss breakfasts and dinners togeather, just the two of us! Dear Gene, you should know, that I am a good cook and can make amazing meals. Shrims soup, spaghetti with salmon sauce, a bottle of good french wine and just two of us togeather! I think that a dinner like this will be a great interlue for a passionate and wild night! You can not even immagine how I would love to get to sleep being embraced by a man I love, to wake up from him caressing and kissing me... Yes, I would like to find not just a man, but a real love with an ocean of feelings, joy, happiness and positive emotions!!! Now I will take a shower, order a pizza and will watch some love story alone :). When I was comming back home, I bought a dvd with a film "Love mood". They say it is one of the top 20 love films. I wanted to watch that film long ago and today I made myself a little present. Dear Gene, how do you spend your normal evening? How do you relax after work?
Take care, Elvira.

Letter 4

Dear Gene, I had really a great day today. My dear Gene, first of all, I would like to answer your questions. I think that a countryside this best place to live and raise children. I very much love a countryside. I was enjoying good weather, good mood and smiles on people's faces! When I studied at university, me and my friends spent alot of time in the park, near University. Those were really happy days of my life! We had a lot of fun and laughs, were going on campings and discos, ate milions of cakes at the university cafe and tons of ice cream in the park. Today I passed by the central park of our town and decided to walk in. I stoped by and bought an icecream (exactly the on we used to eat when I studied at the university) and carried on walking through the park. This park was very much alike the one in my student years. Even the benches at this park were exactly the same, as we had near our university. I was sitting on the bench, eating ice cream, enjoying warm, summer sun and reminiscing days that gone. I was remembering, when we were sitting on that bench, singing guitar songs, laughed alot and dreamed about true love! I remembered what I was dreaming of back then and started to laugh out loud. Even the people walking by turned their heads on me :) Dear Gene, most of what I dreamed of came true, and I have that in my life. Now I only have one dream...A dream about true love! Dear Gene, before I met you I started to loose my faith in love, and I wasn't sure that there is somthing out there for me. Our encounter returned my faith in love. Now I feel love is more real and truthfull, than I ever tought before... I want to thank you for the hope that you give for my heart! I hope, that our correspondence will last as an enchanting, long story. I hope that we can see our souls, feel the need and warmth of our hearts. I really want to meet you in person, look in your eyes, enjoy romantic and intellectual conversation with you! Hopefully in future you will have plans to visit me here? But I think that we have to know eachother well, understand and feel eachother, to build any kind of plans. Dear Gene, how was your day? Perhaps you had something special today? How is your family?

With best wishes, Elvira xxxx

Letter 5

Hello darling!
Dear Gene, I rekon that I have become happier woman after we have met.
You became kind and wonderful prince from a fairytale kingdom.
You are a special and wonderfull person with a big heart.
I love every word you say to me, I trust every single word you say, and I hope that we can make our life happier togeather.
I feel that with every letter, we become closer to eachother.
I feel that you are being sincere to me.
I deeply appreciate the way you treat me, look after me, your tenderness and honesty.
You are a very opened person with a kind soul, devoted heart, tender and kind look.
When I look at your photos I want to feel the warmth and tenderness of your hands and lips, feel your passionate breath on my shoulder.
Perhaps you are the one I need in my destiny.
Perhaps I am the one for you.
From your letter I understood that we are very much alike, you have valued my body and soul's good qualities.
Dear Gene, I am very touching and romantic woman.
I like compliments, good and kind words, unusual way of courting, and true and real emotions.
I become so hot when I feel that a man is sincere in his words and feelings, when I feel his love and wish.
Some of your words touched my heart and awoke passion and desire of my body!
My tenderness, sympathies, desires and passion become one, and become a burning coctail!
The name of that coctail is LOVE!
Dear Gene, my love is so hot, that it burns lips, heart and body!
It desolve and cover the consiousness, it make you thirsty.
Only my love can slake your thirst for love, thirst for hot enjoynments.
Today when I was taking a shower, after the swimming pool, I thought about you...
I wanted your tender hands to take care of me, lightly wipe water from my hot and succeptible body.
I really want to enjoy your company, talk to you, smile and touch, touch your hands and shoulders, look in your eyes and see a true love in them.
Love, Passion and Desire!
Dear Gene, it is very easy for me to talk to you.
I feel like we have known each other for many years already, that is how you are close and understandable to me.
For the past few days you have changed the way I think and my life expectations.
It is impossible to describe all the feelings and emotions in a letter, but I am sure that very soom we can see and feel achother.
Dear Gene, I am not sure, that men feel and go through the same as women feel with the heart.
I am not sure how your heart is opened for love, care and sympathies.
I really can not put all my feelings and emotions into writing.
I hope that you will understand me and will not condemn me.
Honey, I trust you alot, therefor I showed you what I feel and think.
I have opened my soul to you. I hope you will understand my feelings and anxieties, and will not laugh at them.
This way or another I need the warmth of your words, your care and understanding.
I am really happy, that we have met eachother and our friendship goes on.
I'm waiting your letter, your Elvira xxx

Letter 6

Every letter from you - it's the thoughts about love and happiness with a loved ones. It is good to know that you are thought of thousand miles away. Dear Gene, yesterday was a great weather and bright sky. I saw thousand stars on the sky. I was watching sky and all I was thinking was of you... I enjoyed the beauty of a star sky for so long and saw a star falling. They say, when you see a star falling, you have to make a wish. I wished a very romanic one, but I can not tell you about it, because if I do, it will not become true. And I really want it to do. My dear Gene, all those stars from thousand miles from me, but I feel they are very close to me, just a little bit and I can touch them with my hand and give it to you. You are closer to me than those stars. We live on the same planet and bereeze the same air. But I can not fondle you with my eyesight and see you, as I see those pretty stars. I really want to be closer to you and physically feel the warmth of your body! How I want to exhale your sence, such fresh and so warm, to get closer to your neck. To fall asleep, having my head on your knees and feel your finger tips touching my spine. To walk a street hand in hand with you, interminatly clutch your fingers, so you can warm them up. To be close to you, to feel that you are close to me, because I am so tired, and all the obstacles we can go through togeather. To blow on you, so that you can turn around and kiss me. To watch the film having my chin ln your chest. To fall asleep, to be awaken from your warm breath. To die from tenderness, falling in your embrace. I want it to be very soon and always! I am passionatelly await your every single letter. That is why if you do not want to break my beautifull heart, do not forget to send few tender and kind words to me...

Take care, Elvira.

Letter 7

My dear Gene, when I read your letter, when I think about you, I plunge into mirages of desires and emotional enjoyments. My love oriented soul, willing spiritual joy and happiness, sings from the overwhelming ammount of kindnes and passion towards you, my honey. My body and soul is burning with heat ... My heart is full of love and weary expectation. Both of us are angels with only one wing. And we can only fly embracing one another. My dear Gene, I feel that you are my angel! And I want to fly with you on our wings of love. I want you beside me, that you become my dear, loved and only man. My dear Gene, I would like to ask you one question... What is tenderness? Perhaps, it is a little kitten, that comes to you at night, lay next to you on the pillow, purrs (they tend to when they young) and touching your nose with it's paw, it silently creeps into your soul, touches the heart, sits there for about 5 minutes, on the very edge, and stays there all night? Or perhaps tenderness - is a soft spring breeze, that tangles in your hair and stays there with the sunny smell of spring, that you can not confuse with anything else? What is tenderness? My dear Gene, now I know what real happiness is! It is to have a family and sincere love! I have love in my heart! It is there and it already means alot. I do not want to evaluate love, do not want to know it's price and value. My love is my light, my gift, my reward and my freedom! I want to carry my love softly and carefully, because it is the only valuable thing that I have at the moment. I would like to share that treasure with you, and I am very thankfull that I have met you and got to know you, my dear Gene. Our love - only ours, our meaning of life and our award. And only for us it is very important, because it was gifted to us only. We have to take care of our love, to look after ourselves in the name of love, to guard our loved ones. There is a light in it! There is life in it! We have to follow our love, and it will teach you alot, in fact it will teach you everything that life can teach you - the most powerfull force in the Universe. With gladness and gratitude I accept love, that blessed our hearts! I am trully happy, I want to rejoice and feel happy, because when the love came, with it along came God into our hearts and souls. God visited us, enlightened and blessed. God gave us something, no life has a meaning with, because only love fills it to the brim, and then overfill and spill flowing with life over our personal, individual story. My feelings are so powerfull and sincere, that they can illuminate the whole world! I want to become phoenix - the bird of happiness, to overcome the distance, that sepparates us and give my love to you and true happiness.

Your baby,

Elvira xxx

Letter 8

My sweet Gene, you can not even imagine how happy I am, when I read your magic words and thoughts.
Every word from you, every thought fills my heart with happiness and love.
My dear Gene, my feelings are bigger that love, I feel the connection with your inner world, with your existance, with the inside of you.
Dear Gene, I don't know how to explain this, but I will try to do it.
Try to listen to the sounds of your favourite melody - just the melody alone, not the lyrics.
How long have you been listening to it?
How many tones have you discovered in it for the past years?
What palette of emotions do you feel, listening to it?
It is exactly how it feels with emotional connection with a person.
It is very hard to describe it in words.
You can only feel it.
Relations based on emotional connection are the most sincere and strong.
Exactly the kind of relations are the true love!
And those relations can not be disconnected from the way you treat yourself.
It is the love to another with the overwhelming ammount of love in ones heart.
The kind of love that can not fade away with years.
The real happiness is when two people have the kind of feeling to eachother.
Do you agree with me, my darling Gene?
Dear Gene, every morning I get up turning my PC on.
I do it and watch your photo.
My dear Gene, the greatness of your wonderfull, attractive sight, touches even angels and awakes the desire to conquer your heart.
My honey, the lustre of your eyes amazes, and lights a fire in my heart and all I dream of is to praise you and your type.
I watch your beautiful face and smile.
I smile imagining you will smile back at me.
I imagine your eyes, such happy and joy.
The calmness and happiness in your eyes, because you feel the magic presence of a woman, that really loves you and feel great responsibility for you, tenderness and respect.
A woman like this is capable of loving and seducing you!
My dear Gene, I really want that my love and passionate desire to you, forever light your heart, soul and body.
My honey, if you know the power of my love, the taste of my lips and sweetness of my caress and kisses, you will love only me.
Are you ready for this kind of love?
Romantic and tender, passionate and wild?
Now when I finish writing, it is very late at night, and the only thing I need right now, is to have you in my bed!
To enjoy your gentle and deeply-emotional caresses!
My honey, have mercy on me, I am burning from the love to you!
I want to be close to you!

With sincere love, yours Elvira.

Letter 9

Dear Gene, I am going crazy from the love to you... Twenty times a day I log into my account and read every letter from you. This feelings are uncomparable to anything. My dear Gene, you may not imagine how I expect your new letter. Awaiting for your mail... Not any long awaited meeting, not even waiting for a most happy holiday can not be compared to it. Never, not even in moments of anxiety or worries - I had my heart beating so fast, and my soul was breaking free. In this moments the madness reaches it's climax, and I am going crazy, thinking that I would give a moment of my life for your letter... Your letter is like a magic cure, heals the exhausted of waiting soul, brings life to it, allots hope and faith. How little I appeared to need, to feel happy just for the moment - one letter from you, letter with your love to me. God! How I want to be with you. Living my life togeather. Be always close to you. Every day. Every minute. I think about you every seccond. You are everything I think about, when I drive my car, wake up in the morning, meet my colleagues at work. My thoughts are all about you 24 hours a day. If you only knew how much I love you!!! Nobody, I swear, nobody loves and will love you stronger than me! My dear Gene, I remember when I first time saw your profile at the dating site. I liked your wonderful appearance at once. Yes, I thought you are a nice person and was glad to have met you. But few letters after I realized that you are an Angel. I was watching your photo and was drowning in the sky sight of the most amazing eyes in the world! Honey, every letter I felt my heart filled with happiness, and warmth flowing all over my body. A little later I realized I felt in love with you. In love with your wonderfull eyes, your sight, smile - you as you are. My heart is happy being in the cradle of your feelings, and it loves. Loves with the clear, bright, undemanding love. It doesn't need nothing but opportunity to be close to you. And that is what I need too... be close to you, feel the warmth of your body, tenderness of your hands, smell your intoxicated sense, to melt in your embrace, to feel the taste of your kisses. I have the need of falling asleep and waking up next to you, caress you and understand that it is pleasant for you what I do. I want to relax in your arms and be blessed with the hapiness, that you present me. "There is only one life. And you want to live it the way you will not feel sorry for, years past". Now I can not imagine how could I keep for so long without you?! And how to live without you at all? Every day I need your eyes, sparking with joy and tenderness, I feel the need in your hands and tender touches. Never before I have met you, I could feel the warmth and happiness in my soul, just because I know someone is watching my photos and there is love singing in his soul. I would like to rejoice together with you, when you are fine, to grieve or feel sad, when something is wrong, to feel needed in your life. You are the most wonderful, bright, kind thing that happened in my life lately. No. Not like that. Not lately, just in my life. "Life is what you get building your future plans". Love is the most powerfull and have no limits, it strength is not dependant on the time of the year, century, technical progress... Hearts meet and the feeling is born, beautiful, deep and all consuming, it had been and will always be like this... My dear Gene, my heart is now your heart.

Your Elvira.

Letter 10

My dear Gene, I love every letter from you. With great impatience I am waiting for your respond, to enjoy every word. My dear Gene, my love to you is growing stronger and stronger. My heart and my soul want to be close to you. My body wishes your caresses and touches. My honey, I am not ashame to tell you this, because I trust you and the words you say. I love you and now you are my life. My dear Gene, my love is so pure and sincere, my passion is so fiery and wild, my body wants your hot cuddles and kisses, that strong I even saw you in my dream. Yes, my dear Gene, you were in my dream and we made love...We were in my room. Just you and me my dear Gene! There were candles, we were drinking wine and looking at eachother. You put down your glass and came close to me, touched my face softly with your fingers, and I wished it would have lasted forever...I closed my eyes, and appeared in blackness, so mysterious and excitingly magical, even though there were candles in the room, a lot of them, but I was alone in the dark...I did not want to see the light, I wanted you...and feel your hands...You tenderly touched my lips, I even suddenly flinched. Softly, but demandingly you touched my lips, dry of excitement, with your tongue, slowly turning to a kiss full of warmth...I suddenly felt in not enough. I put my hands up, moving along yours, on to your face, softly taking your head in them, returned the kiss back with the unspent passion...It all started to turning, began to whirl, like someone watches the film in frames, and there I was, closely snuggling to you with my body, taking clothes off you. Kisses rate's increased and the craziness too, I started to breath more hard and abruptly, my heart wanted to break free. And me, not being responsible for the actions, laying on my bed, bestrewed in roses. And you next to me. Then your lips left me alone, you froze, your tongue touched my neck, and your hands tenderly playing with my breast. Your kisses did not stop, just started to go lower and lower on my hot body. When your lips touched my belly, some force made my body to bend in extasy, and I moaned passionatelly. It was becoming unbareably sweet, tender. It was...exotic. You...You did not stop. You continued playing with me like a wind with a leaf. You took an armfull of rose petals, scattering them over my body. And it was unexpectadly. Amazing plastic awaked in my body, it became extremely hot, like candles turned in to a burning south sun...your lips..it's magic...your hands were all over, touching all my parts: my legs, my hands, my back and little lower still remembers your touches! It was so erotic, wonderfully pleasant, unreally vivd dream. I remember like bright flowers something passed me by, i suddenly stoped breathing, my heart stoped at one beat with the overflow of emotions... My dear Gene, you can not even imagine how cruelly it was to wake up alone! My body was hot and all I wished for in that morning was you to be close to me, in my bed! My dear Gene, I know, I believe, that we will still have the same I had in my dream and my desires: see, sand, moon, stars and two naked bodies cuddling eachother...And one day, perhaps very soon, I will whisper in your ear, that I madly in love with you! Love is such an amazing thing: even it makes our eyes spark brighter that any diamonds, makes us smile and be happy with life. And this unpredictable love, you have to guard.

Love always,

Elvira xxx

Letter 11

My dear Gene, every day, I watch your photos. When I see your photos, I imagine your in that moment. I imagine your caresses and your kisses, and it helps me to overcome the hardship of us being apart. When I am at home, I switch on my computer many times, just to see your eyes. They are so calm, not having the bottom. They cover with the light unweight tenderness. I can watch them unlimited. They have no evel, no insult, just kindness. Your smile is sincere. Somewhere in the tips of your smile hidden childish naivity. Your smile gives me an impression of something magical in my soul, something I want to live. When I watch your photos, my eyes drown in the tenderness of your sight. Your eyes bewitch with the magic light tenderness and burning passion... When I think about you, my feelings overwhelmed with emotional desire, my body wants to enjoy the tenderness and fantasy of your caress. Every moment of my life there is a desire - to be with you. The desire of my love is so huge and hot, that my body and heart will not handle the heath. It will just burn of my passion. My dear Gene, it is hurting to feel the need of such love, emotional desires and to know, that my loved one is so far away from me. This evening I was trying to relax of the past few days. I visited a pool club with my friends. We played pool, smoked a hookah and drunk light Spanish wine. I enjoyed good evening and the company of my friends, but my thoughts were far away from that place, from that pool club, and they were far away from Russia. They were close to you. I would sacrifice all the treasures of the world, just to be with you in that evening. To drink wine with you, to kiss you in your sweet lips and feed you with grapes from my hands. We could even play pool. We would enjoy eachothers company that evening. And the night would make our dreams and desires come true. It would have been the night of love and heaven's enjoynemnt. And from that same night, our hearts, our thoughts and our bodies would belong to eachother. For the rest of our life we would enjoy our love. With every day it would grow stronger and stronger. My dear Gene, we have the valuable gift in our hearts and the depth of our souls. We have the love, the sincere love, and most importantly passionate and mutual. It is very rare for the people to love eachother like that. Love is great only when feelings are mutual. We have such love and have to be thankfull for it. We should not miss the chance, givven to us by the almighty. Our hearts, souls and bodies, should become one passionatelly with our love. We should not waste a minute, to acknowledge the happiness of our love, to enjoy our love. We should become closer to each other.

Only your Elvira

Letter 12

My dear Gene I really enjoyed reading your letter. In it I see a great ammount of love and thirst to slake our desires. My love, my dear Gene, I can tell you I have such feelings to you. Just my love is stronger and my passion is really wild. I feel the undescribable desire. I want to be with you my dear Gene, want to enjoy your love. Only your love and caresses will calm my soul and my hot body. I really need you. My dear Gene, you are my passion, my love, you are my man! You became the purpose of my life. My love, you can not imagine what kind of emotions are going through me, you can not imagine my thirst for love and strength of desires. My dear Gene, never in my life...Do you understand, dear Gene? Never in my life I loved so strongly. Our love is heavens gift, because loving like this, as I love you, only angels can. I love every bit of you, I love your photos, because there is you in them, I love your letters, because it is your thoughts. I am ready to become your shadow, to be close to you forever. My dear Gene, I adore you, I worship you, I love you, because you are my only and sincere love. I can not think of anything else but you, all my thoughts and desires about you! My dear Gene, you are my man and you have to do something, to stop my heart suffer from us being apart. I feel my heart will die, if we are not together. I need you as oxygen. I breathe only our love. My heart beats only because our love. My dear Gene, if you do not wish the death for my heart, that loves you so much, you have to do something. My dear Gene, since the day we have met, we will always be together...We will live a happy life and enjoy our love. I am sure, even after we die, our souls will be togeather. God saw us and gifted us with the love we have, true, sincere...This love FOREVER!
Always your Elvira.

Letter 13

Darling Gene, i am writting you this letter to tell you that my love for you is so real that I can't find any words to describe my feelings for you. My love for you has grown so strong that I can never imagine a life without you now. You are the best man any woman could ever ask for. My darling Gene, being away from you drives me crazy and makes me want to be with you right at this very instant. This feeling of love that I hold within my heart for you runs deeper than any ocean or sea; I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold me, then maybe you would feel my love for you that burns with a flame high enough to last. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet. From the very first moment I saw you, I knew you were my destiny. No man had ever captured my attention and my heart so fully. I had no doubt you were the man God made especially for me. You take my breath away with the feelings you have for me and I have for you. I look forward to seeing you soon. I know that our feelings will only grow with each passing day. I hope that no matter what happens to us, that you will be happy. That would mean more to me than anything. Your happiness makes me feel whole and happy too. I need to know that you are okay. I know our life will only get better once we meet. I know, we are meant to be together for the rest of our lives. When I think of you, my heart is so full of love and passion for you that I can hardly contain myself. I think of spending every minute of every day with you and holding you so close to me. Whenever you think of me, please know that no matter how many miles separate us or how much of our lives comes between us, you are and always will be the love of my life and I will never love anyone as much again. I thank God everyday for letting me meet you and for you falling in love with me because I know that it would never be as perfect any other way. I love you with all that I am.

Love always, Elvira

Letter 14

Dear Gene, Days go by with thoughts of you in my mind. I know you are cute, but every time I would see you, you'd tend to look even cuter than ever. When I think of you and see your photo, I say to myself, God is really good, the greatest architect ever, to design and create such wonderful eyes as bright as the stars in the sky, on a dark and lonely night. A smile of exquisiteness brightens up my world. If you are mine for real, I will put you on top of my most valuable goods, I will put you in a glass showcase by yourself, and polish you every day, keep you glittering and I will honor, cherish, squeeze and hold you tight. At night, I will let you carry me and place me on your pillow, right by your side, and afterwards, kiss you goodnight, and hold you all through the night, and do it right. I'd give all I can to keep you. I love you so much, Gene. I was thinking so much about that, when I will meet you at the airport. I am getting butterflies in my stomach just at the thought of seeing you. You make everything complete and I can't imagine spending time with someone else and having these feelings for anyone else. I am anxious to see you my Gene. Time is ticking, and it is going by really slow. My days and especially my nights are so empty without you! I look forward to waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own body. Looking at you as you dream, gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands and your body yielding to me. I miss you every single second. You have rekindled the flame called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your kindness, for your caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner and outer, and most of all I love you because you are you.

Your Elvira.

Letter 15

Dear Gene, I miss you so much. I know right now we can't be together but I will be waiting for you when God reviews us. I pray every night and day that he sees the love I have for you. I feel like I can't breathe. I have never been so in love with a man the way I love you. I am so free when I read your letter. You let me be me and make me feel so special. I know God has something good in store for us. He is not an evil God but a loving God. And when we are in each other's arms, that love will be more amazing than what we have now. Dear Gene, today I was sitting at my office thinking about you. I was thinking about you and suddenly felt how lonly I am without you. I felt how much I need you. Dear Gene, you and only you are the purpose of my life. I need you and your love. Dear Gene, I thought about you and there were tears running down my cheeks. THose were the tears of happiness, because of us having our love and tears of sadness and lonelyness from you being far away from me and can not gift me your love, tender caresses and hot kisses. I am very emotional and touching woman. When there is a lot of love in my heart and unspent tenderness, emotions and feelings overwhelm myself. I become deeply succeptible to be hurt, capable of crying from anything. Dear Gene, my eyes are full of tears, because my heart is overfilled with love to you. I know that you are perfect for me. We are perfect for each other, in every way. Every night I dream about you, and every morning you seem to dissolve before my eyes when I first open them. I want you to be the one I wake up in the morning and see next to me, someone who I can take care of. I will always be here waiting, no matter how long it takes to find you. Love has no limit, no set time...it comes when you decide to let it. You are like God's dove, so beautiful, so pretty, so loving, caring, and that's what I love, the fact that you love me for who I am. Thank you, God, for this special man, you gave me - I can't thank him enough for the love and beauty that I found. The existance of our love is the best thing that ever happened to me. I will always be the most tender, beautiful and sexy woman for you. I know one important thing... I know that I love you, and it will never change.

Love always,


Letter 16

My dear Gene, I am sorry for such a long delay of my letter. But the consequences did not let me do it! Seven days ago, late at night I was informed that my father got into a car crush and with hard injuries was taken into the emergency unit of the hospital. After I was informed I went to the hospital, but I was not let into the unit, because there is a very serious operation and asked me to come in the morning. My mother and I all the night spent in the reception, waiting for any news from the operation room. I do not remmeber how long time spent, many doctors passed me by, but all of them were saying that the surgens are doing their best and we needed to wait. When one doctor called our last name and asked if there are with such last name, my mother and me with the tears in our eyes run to the doctor with the hope to get at least some news. The doctor said that the injures, my father sustained are really hard, with a piece of the cars body he was pierced in the left part of his body, breaking 2 ribs and like a knife cut his left kidney, dammaging the bowels. The surgeons did their best and literaly piece by piece reconstructed the bowels. But they were left with the major problem - cut left kidney, deteriorated by the huge loss of blood. The doctor told us that my father was taken to the emergency unit and connected to the kidneys life support machine. But maximum my father can last under this machine is one week. Urgent transplant of the kidney is required. But there is no kidney in the organ bank, so much needed for my father to survive. The doctor said that they have no possibility to find the kidney so soon, because there are not many people ready to offer their organs for transplant and people are waiting for their turn for months. The doctor said that he was sorry for us, but the hospital is incapable of helping my father. It is hard to imagine the shock condition, we experienced in that moment. My mother, absolutely powerless felt down on the floor and the doctors had to give her treatment, to get her back to normal. I had to send my mother to the relatives and return to the hospital to speak with the doctor. The doctor saw me and I asked him if there is really nothing we can do to help my father. The doctor said that in the emergency unit there is a man, that will die anyway within few weeks. They have already offered the relatives to sign the transplantation consent right after the death of the patient, but they refused and the hospital is not authorized to use his organs to help the needed. He said that the only thing he could do for me is give the address of the family of this man, in the hope that I could talk them into signing the agreement for the kidney transplant. With both hands I grabbed on to this chance, bringing hopes for my father rescue. I went to that address and met the mother of Igor, that is the name of that man. His mother appeared a good woman to me and offered me a cup of tea. During we had a conversation, I told her about the situation, my father is at, and that they are the only one who could help me. His mother said to me that doctors several times offered her to sign the agreement for the transplant, but she refused, because she wants to bury his son's body in one piece. But after she heard my story, she decided to help my father and all my family, but she asked for 300 000 rubles, to make a deserving ceremony for her son. She said that their family is very poor and can not afford the funerals, and it would be fair that she helps us and we help her and give her the money, she will use to make funerals. My dear Gene, my family is in such situation, when we need to be using any offer, not looking at the financial difficulties and save my fathers life. Without thinking I agreed on her conditions. Hardly, not looking back, I managed to get the major part of that ammount, but I have used out every way to get this money that are required. My love, I have the major part and I need to find just 30 000 rubles, to get her permission for the transplant and save my father. But I have used all the ways and do not know where else I can find the remaining sum. My dear Gene, totally hopeless and desperate, I decided to ask for your help. Never in my life, I would find the strength to ask you for any money, but now you are the only man, that can help me. My love, in the name of our love, in the name of the most kind in the universe, in the name of God and his kind angels I am asking for your help, if you have any opportunity. I am asking for you to hear my plea for help and God will reward you for your kindness and mercyfullness. My love, help me if you can. I ask you to tell me if you can help and I will let you know how you can pass me these money.
Your Elvira..

Letter 17

Hello my love Gene. I was madly glad, when have read your letter. My soul was filled with happiness and warmth, after those words which you have written to me. My love Gene, many thanks to you that you are ready to help me with such difficult situation for me. Now my father very much requires our help and you that person who very much loves me and is ready to make all that I and my family were in full calmness. My love Gene, I highly appreciate you being sincere and honest. Like act and matter of your honest intentions and deep faith, I am also prepared to give you my details... My full name is - Chesnokova Elvira. My address - Russia, Mari-El republic, Yoshkar-Ola city. My love Gene, once again I wish to tell to you many thanks and all my family it will be very grateful to you for your help. Today I studied exchange rates and I wish to tell that for my father is required 1100 USD. I understand that it much is but it is money so. When you can help? I very much value you my dear Gene. You for me the best the man on light and only you are necessary for me. I am ready to speak you these words every day. I sincerely hope for your help my love Gene. I with impatience will wait for your answer.

With sincere hope of your help,
yours Elvira.

Letter 18

Dear Gene you have received my letter? I very much worry I ask you answer me as soon as possible... You my last hope I love you...

Letter 19

Hello my dear and loved Gene. I was very glad to receive and To read your letter. It was very interesting and pleasant for me to read yours The letter. I very much value you my dear Gene. You for me The best the man on light and only you are necessary for me. I am very glad, that we can help me with such complex situation for me. Big to you thanks. Dear Gene, the best and most secured way to transfer the money would be the facilities of a company " western union ". You need to go to the nearest branch of that company in your town and they will tell you all the details. I will be able to receive money within minutes after you send them. For reception of yours The help and that you could send me of money to you needs to know my name and a surname, my country, my city. My dear Gene, I highly appreciate you being sincere and honest. I am also prepared to give you my details... My full name is - Chesnokova Elvira. My address - Russia, Mari-El republic, Yoshkar-Ola city. Postal code: 424000. That I could receive your help in bank I Should know your full name, your full surname, your country, yours City as in bank to you will give 10 figures it Money Transfer Number Control, it is a code which to me it will be necessary for Receptions of your help. Gene I think, that me have understood. I want to ask you you arranges such choice? You can to me so To send money? It is very simple and is accessible to us with you. Gene I once again thank you that you can to me To help. I love you and only you. I send you 1000 gentle Kisses in your soft lips. I with impatience shall wait for your answer.

With sincere love, your Elvira.