Letter(s) from Anna Nazarowa to S. H. (USA)

Letter 1

Hello! :) I am glad to get your responce this evening! I'm so sorry for the delay of my letter, I have been soooo busy, and I didn't even see this e-mail until just now. Thank you for picture, you are handsome !
I should admit that I feel uncertainty :) But I nevertheless hope that your heart is open for new friends, and I know that right now I must write at least the most important things about myself. Well,let me introduce myself.
Well, my name is Anna. (How your real name?) My height is 169 sm (I think it is 5,7 feet). Did you think I am low? Or not?
My weight, if I'm not mistaken - 118 pounds. Im 27, My birthday is August, 1 Now I am living in Russian Federation. But I for a long time lived North Carolina US.
and Canada. I Trained and worked in dental area. I the dentist. If it will be interesting to you, I shall speak more about it. I aware that Russia maybe too far away from you, but I think it will not be a barrier.
And probably soon I shall travel again. Now I live in a little town in a northern part of Russia. The Nizhny Tagil city. It is Sverdlovsk Region.
mmm... yes I like to travel. Was in the different countries.
I shall speak about it later. I think it's great to have some friends who live in the other parts of the world. Do you agree with me?
And I sincerely think that for friendship there are no borders and distances. But enough about it. I feel that I should finish my letter because I even don't know if you are still interested in dialogue with me or not. I hope you have. But if you have no desire to talk to me anymore, please, at least, write me about it.
I heard about fraud .. It is very sad. People so malicious!
And I don't understand, how probably to go on a similar deceit.
God him the judge... But do not worry ,i am fair lady And i trust you completely, I belive You are for fair also. Girlfriend told me About scam and that i should be careful also. I heared stories that some foreign man Brought ladies from our country just To work prostitute by profession, it is awful! So i am very careful.
I want to ask you some questions? :). Simply I would be glad to know Where is your lived? out where do you work, and do you like your work?
And, in general, what are your interests? It banal questions certainly :) but i would like to know more about you. And by the way, I will be glad to have more your pictures! Therefore do not hesitate :) I will write you the day after tomorrow if everything will be alright! Hope to see your letter soon !

Be bless! Anna.

Letter 2

Hi! I am very glad to get your letter this evening.
How are you doing my friend ? I want to let you know about my friend Maria.
As it cleared up her appendicitis got inflamed, now she is fine and after about a week she will be very fine! So it is not necessary to worried much about her! I saw her today at my lunch break! My mood raised up about it and I let myself to relax mentally! May be today after work I will go to the park to ski. I like to walk along the street and to breath fresh air, especially when the weather is fresh and solar as today. As a matter of fact I don't want to go home. It is very boring and lonely at home.
Sometimes I don't mention it, but sometimes when I come home with a good mood, I want to talk very much, to share thoughts with anybody, to have fun.
But my flat is empty and I have to be in full solitude. And my good mood disappears. I simply sit down in an arm-chair and look at the window.
And when the silence deafen me when I hear as my blood flows in my veins, I hear movement of my eyelashes, at that moment becomes unbearably and my heart compresses. I don't know how to struggle with it. I can listen to music or read a book. But in some moment I understand that I just deceive myself. In fact I want a person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I don't want to cook meals only for myself.
I want somebody to appreciate it. But enough about it.
I often remember childhood especially last days. I dreamt in the childhood and I dream now. Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world.
But we live in a real life, Practically dreams do not always realize.
It happens that you use all power, all aspiration to make the dream come true. But as much you try, not all in this life depend on us. When the dream for a long time does not come true, as though you did not try, dream ceases to be that star, which was for you lighthouse in ocean of the life, which illuminated your way. But anyway, I think that it is impossible to live without dreams and hopes. When there is a dream, the life is filled with sense. The dreams are those things that do us people that distinguishes us from the whole rest alive world. The dreams force to think, analyze, choose and come to a conclusion. The Faith and Hope - an eternal satellites of our lives. And regardless of what waits you at the end, joy of the victories and subordinated tops we remember better, than disappointment and pain of the defeats. Do you agree with me? I am surprised that I write you all this. I haven't had person, with whom I could share these my thoughts.
But now I have found you, and I am very glad. Forgive me for my frankness.
If I said something that bothers you-forgive me please.
I want to hear your voice. We have phones but because of much industry objects located near our town almost all phone are inner, i.e. people can call just all over our town and a couple of the nearest villages which phone numbers have the same beginning digits.
I brought my mobile from USA but it does not work here our country :( But I think that soon I shall receive new phone and I shall inform to you number.
I have spoken with the mail center in our town and they told me that I could communicate with you just from the communication center. You can tell me your phone number more precisely and I could call you someday!
I hope you will understand these things in Russia and will not angry on me because of it. I still can use email to correspond with you my dear! :) But now I should return to patients...
I will wait for your letter with impatience.
Have a good day!
Your friend Anna

Letter 3

Hello my dear friend!! I hope that I can call you friend or you disagree with me? I hope you'll be not contrary, and I will be glad to be your friend also. :)

When darkness is around you at night,
And you are alone....
Just think of someone who is far
And care about you,
Just think about someone who is
So lonely without you,
In my heart,
By my side,
Only you,
When I back to the past,
Understand that I waited
Who is cary and honest,
Who know how to treat as princess,
The man of my sweet dreams,
Only prince on the white horse :)
Thinking of you
Flying on the sky...
( own poety )

I write poetry sometimes, I think it would be interesting for you. :) Today we have a cool day again. Yes it is usual in winter.
In the night I have snow behind the window, but in the morning we have a clear.
I like when the sky is clear, but rains and snow - not lesser.
It is pleased to me to see how snowflakes are falling down. I love to go to the street during the warm rain and walk and fell how the snows are titillating my nose. Do you Like it , do you like snowfalls maybe rain?
Ok, enough about it :) But all that words about it was truth. :) I think that there are many others things about myself that I must tell. In general, if to speak about my nature, I must tell that I'm the versatile person. I have various interests. I like sports, especially bowling, tennis! for me it is important to keep in fit, I am doing fitness 8 years and my body is in very good condition.
I like reading, I like to listen to music, to play piano, watch TV.
What is your favorite channel ? mine is discovery. movie - I like "Scent of a woman","Forest Gamp", "Ice age", Of course, I can't list all movies I like - too many good films have been made in your country. O, I knit warm clothes :) Very like camping, swimming.
Also, I worked as chef cook in restaurant for two years, when I was the student, not only for money, but to study. Everyone who come for dinner received a lot of pleasure trying my cooking...They stop visiting restaurants and come for dinner every weekends.. I Can cook European, Russian, Ukraine, chineese, japan, Italian food. My favorite is Russian.
Red caviar with pun cakes will be good for you, i am sure. But now i practically do not eat at home and do not cook. Only sometimes for the brother and for friends. Why ? Because i have nobody to feed, You understand? :) and eat a little only two times per day,after having lunch i go to work again and in the evening We spend some time talking and then drive to fitness center with girlfriend together. I have decided to use the Internet because I have no time here from behind my job. Also I advised with my girlfriend.
She has wide experience in it and she travels a lot. Also helps me if I have questions. I even thought about happy future ;) I think I am optimist.
And maybe my optimism has helped me to dare to write you. I do not need many things to be happy. All I need is a man, friend, soul-mate.
My life has led me to the fact that now I seeks it in such a way.
And I do not think it is bad. what are the basic features of your character? I never tried to describe to somebody my character in the letter. And I have no idea how to do it. But if there is anything you want to know, I will tell you with pleasure of course.
I am very glad we have interesting dialogue with you I think we have got common things And it is realy good, it is not easy to find a man Which will understand. Thank you very much for pay attention for me,you Are good man. I want to tell honestly. I am looking for a man.
And for me it is not simple the pastime. For me it is a possible way which will allow me to try to find a man whom I could not find in the standard ways (such as - acquaintance in a bar, in the street or on job).
I could not find the person who would take my love and returned the same.
I could not find such a man among those men which surround me. Anyhow I do not regret about my decision to find a man in the similar way. I had a boyfriend in Russia. But I have tested roughness and disrespect.
Before trip to Canada we finished ours relations. I do not want to talk about him now. I can say, that I want to meet a man with the kind heart; a man who will respect lady. And I am afraid of man roughness very much, I think that true force of a man is his heart. A man should win love and tenderness of the woman by beauty of heart, but not by force of body.
Now I wanna to find my soulmate, probable to share my life with. And all my dreams of it:) You feel the same way ? What do you think about this in whole?
I am ready to continue to write the letter to you up to infinity :) Now it my favorite occupation, and it is difficult for me to stop, but I should urgently start to work... I will wait for your letter!
Write To Me Soon!