Letter(s) from Tatyana Novikova to Don (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello dear.
It is write to you Tatyana from Russia
I am very glad, that you have answered on my letter and have not disregarded me. I think that you are interesting person. So I decided to use the chance to get to know you better. Probably my letter looks banal and boringI ask you to not think, that this next identical letter from the Russian woman I think, that you receive set of letters from women, and probably you correspond with them But I want, that you have considered my letter with all gravity as I have serious intentions, and I want that our relations developed to the best!

I am 25, but I know this life from many sides and I am rather mature already to know how to make a man happy. The life is too short to use it only for thinking and dreams.

Ok, I want tell you about myself:
I the usual Russian women, actually am not distinguished by anything from others. My name is Tatyana, I am 25 years old. My Birthday is March 25. I was born and I live in city of Kansk I am Christian. My growth 5,5 and weight 120 lbs. I the blonde with grey eyes.
I the orphan, I have no parents, and I have no brothers and sisters
My mum has died in a road accident when I am was 12 years My father has died in the Chechen war. Now I am alone have try to survive in this difficult life. I work as designing and tailoring of lady's wear in a small private concern.
I have really many interests: music, reading, books, movies, good conversations, sports and many other things which make the life wonderful.
I am creative and curious by nature. I am very cheerful, kind, vigorous and in a measure modest. I easily find common language with strangers and simply I like to communicate on interesting themes!

Probably it is interesting to you, why I was solved on searches of the partner by abroad? Probably I shall answer rudely, but I do not want to live in this smelly and poor country. In Russia is not any prospect, there is no normally paid work, there are no worthy men, there is no future
Russia, it is only a violence, greed, a deceit and poverty. Therefore I do not want to live my years in this country I want to ask you some questions, I hope that it will not complicate you:
1. What is your religion?
2. What is your favorite color?
3. What is your favorite food?
4. Do you like music? What kind?
5. Do you like to dance?
6. What do you like in a partner?
7. What is your favorite season??
8. Do you like animals?
Please do not hesitate to ask me any questions, I shall try to answer all your questions, Ok?
I sincerely hope, that you will answer this letter
I really want to continue our acquaintance
With the best regards, Tatyana.

Letter 2

Hello my dear Dave! I am grateful to you for the answer to my letter. I waited for it with disturbing and exciting trembling in soul I have serious intentions to you, and I think at us much in common with you. First I want to reply on questions, which I asked you As I already wrote earlier, I am christian, I not the fan, but I believe in the God and I visit church My favourite colors is dark blue, red, black and white. I prefer Russian and Italian kitchen, but I have no special whim to the certain meal. I love various music, basically I listen to classical, dancing and new music.

Dances are my weakness, I very much like to dance, and I think, that I could learn you to this We shall dance with you is similar John Travolta and Uma Thurman in film " Pulp Fiction "

The most important values, which should have my men, it is a sincerity, honesty, kindness, trust and respect. I do not like hypocrites and people who take advantage of a person just because they can do it. And I am always honest with people. The age and appearance is not of great importance for me if heart and soul are full of love and tendernesses, about the rest it is not necessary to worry.

I have never thought that age, distance or anything else can matter when it comes to true and serious relationship. And I have to confess that I am getting excited about our correspondence because you seem to be a nice, kind, experienced and smart men I have been looking for.

Short of, that in Russia very severe winter I love all seasons I love animals, is especial dogs, cats, parrots and horses, but unfortunately I have no anybody as it is additional expenses, and I have no a free time to be engaged in caring

Dear Dave, I know, that I should not make hasty decisions after exchanging only a couple of e-mails, but I seem to like you. I do not know what is going to happen to us in future and how our relationship will develop but I hope with all my heart everything is going to be really wonderful between you and me. I understand that it is quite complicated to get to know each other via e-mails, but still in our situation, when we are far from each other, correspondence is a good way to start and to see if we can be a good match or not. I do not think, that to writing each other for months will be a good way for us, but we can tell each other in our e-mails as much as possible and if we feel something really special about each other we'll meet in person and hopefully it'll be a really wonderful love story. What do you think, Dave?

I am not that type of person who does not know what to do, I prefer action as I believe it is better, instead of doing nothing at all, even if those actions are somehow related to taking a risk, even a minor one.
I do not care because I think who does not risk, does not get a bigger reward. If you agree with me on this viewpoint, then, I think that at us is more common.

I hope this my letter will help you to know more about me. Though frankly speaking it seems to me it does not matter what your interests or hobbies are, there are so many things you can do and enjoy doing them, but the most important thing is that you can share the things you really enjoy with the person who will enjoy them also just because he enjoys everything sharing together with you. Do you share my opinion, Dave?

Well, I think I'd better stop writing now and wait for your reply. What is your job and what do you prefer to do during your spare time? Are you close to your family? Do you love children? And would you like to have them? What is your city like? Is it a big one or a small one? Do you like living there? I am looking forward to hearing from you,
Sincerely yours, Tatyana

Letter 3

Hi my dearest Dave.
I with impatience wait each letter from you. No. Me has not frightened off that you have child. I very much love children. He lives with you? It is a pity, that I can not frequently come here, and read your letters
Reading your letters, I forget my past, and I start to think of the future. I am sure, that we are waited the fine future. Probably I speak about it early. You see we know about each other a little. And the further acquaintance is necessary for us.

I am tired to live alone, 25 years is a quarter of century, it is a lot of I was never married, and I have no children I do not want, that my life has passed senselessly, and when my time will come to die, I could not recollect anything good and useful that I making in this life! You understand me? So has developed, that I have not met worthy men. Certainly I had relations with the different men, but in anybody from them I was not sure. I am a very romantic woman, and I want, and I try do my life a more interesting! I'm a sensitive, a kind-hearted, a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent, purposeful, sociable.

Sometimes, when I come home with good mood, I want to talk with my close person and to share the mood and impressions about past day, to have fun, but my flat is empty and I have to be in full solitude. And my good mood evaporates. Simply I want a beloved person to be near me, with whom I could spend evenings, to meet morning, to speak about yesterday and to dream about tomorrow day. I want to walk and to feel a strong man arm holds me. I don't want to cook meals only for myself. I want somebody to appreciate it. You agree with me? Of course, the world of dreams is an illusive world, but we live in a real life, so we can't to sink into the world of dreams and phantasies for long. When a dream becomes obsession, it can bring only pain and disappointment.

I lost my dear parents early. I had to overcome very difficult situations in my life. I had to be strong. I had ... but I was so tired of it. I think that deserved to be happy. I am tired to suffer... Everybody wants to be happy and everybody has the right on it that is why once upon a time I decided to change all my life and to try to find my happiness. Don't think that this choice was easy. But I decided and... I am not sorry for it - I found you! You inhaled the life in me, thank you. I want to feel that you are real. I want to feel that my happiness is real. I am worry that you don't feel something like my feelings. I am afraid that you are not serious in your feelings for me. I am sure that everybody feels something like, because everybody is afraid to lose dear man. It is very-very important for me what do you think about it. Please, write something about it. I don't know what will be with us in the future, but I am sure I will not to be sorry for the acquaintance with you.

Maybe we can meet with you? When you want to meet with me? Well, I don't want to tire you from reading of my letter, so i am going to finish my letter. Take care of yourself. Write me as soon as possible,ok? Tell me more about yourself. What hobby at you?
Sincerely yours, Tatyana

Letter 4

Hi my dear Dave! How are you? How your mood? I am OK. Thank you for a new picture. It is very beautiful there. This remarkable place for rest. It near to your house? I in admiration!!! Today, I feel perfectly! Today wonderful weather, the sun shines so brightly what to look without solar glasses it is impossible! I like such weather, I am glad to the sun, I am glad to spring, I am glad lifes It is all due to you, I feel the happy woman!!! I want to inform you that I think of you each minute and it is not surprising, you most remarkable male with which I ever met the in life. It always great pleasure for me to receive letters from you.
I am grateful to you for your warm letters to me. I am always happy to see your new pictures. Do you have some new? I am very happy to have an opportunity to correspond with you! You really speak with me in your letters about many good themes and I feel myself as in a fairy tail when I read it! I am very grateful to you for warm attitude to me and for pleasure to correspond with you! But to parallel for my happy feelings, there are alternative feelings. I can't see you, hear you, I can't touch you. It is so pity that we aren't the birds. We haven't got wings and we haven't got an opportunity to fly towards each other. The distance couldn't mean anything for us. We can meet in any point in the world. And to fly together to the stars. It was my dream and I hope it will be true soon. I think you want to meet me not less than I. I trust you my feelings, you can trust me all feelings, dreams and thoughts about me.
Always when I read your letters, I think you sitting near to me and speaking all these words.
Probably I have rich imagination! I can imagine all your gestures and all your emotions with which you state your ideas. It very much amuses me.

I want to talk to you about my English. I studied it 6 years at school and then I studied it 4 years at university. But it was not my specialist subject, but I gave due attention to this. I never dialogue with the person for which English language would be the native language, therefore I dont know as far as clearly I express. Tell me as far as you understand my words and as far as you would estimate my English?

I think a lot about us and about our future. My desire to see you in reality is becoming greater and greater with time. I'm crazy about it. I need you how I need the air. My heart begins to beat quickly, when I come nearer to the Internet Cafe. My dearest Dave, I wait your letters with great impatience. When I'm sitting at work, I'm waiting the finish of the working day to see your new letter. I tell my girlfriend about you whole days, she isn't vexed of it, because she understand me, understand my feelings. She knows how it is important for me. There was the emptiness in my heart, which couldn't be filled of something. It seemed to me that my life was finished... You can understand me if sometime you lost somebody very dear for you (parents).

A lot of things in my life have changed since I got acquainted to you.
My friends began to tell me that I have changed, began to smile more often, in my eyes are more passion and desire to live futher. Who could think that our destinies will be crossed. Have you ever thought what would be if we live in one country? I think that I can belive you. I think that you are good man and you can give a lot of emotional heat and caress to the woman. I don't realize what would I do in this moment of the life if I didn't get acquainted to you but I am sure that I wouldn't meet as man as you in Russia. I know that a GOD has granted me one of his best angels!!!
I want to be your only woman, please tell me more about what you dream of us doing together... I would love to know about it. I shall finish this letter, I want to wish you good mood these days and not forget me (smile).
I shall wait with impatience your letter and miss you!!
Your Tatyana.

Letter 5

Hi, my far, but my dearest Dave. Many thanks for your letter. It was the long-awaited letter. I am really madly glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have found you. I should tell to you that I have ocean of emotions and sensations which I had no in my heart before. And on this, my reason and my heart say me that I should answer by sincerity your constant sincerity. My heart and my reason says me that I should tell what I feel now because it is a part of our friendship and I should share it with you. I should tell that it was required more time to write and think over this letter, because I wanted to say just the right things to you.
I didn't want to offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me that saying something wrong may do that. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I am right now, but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen.

I feel somewhat lost when I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel contentment and joy when I think of you. I do not know if my word and thoughts make sense to you, and I try very hard to put them in typed words that you will feel and understand.
I believe in God, and I believe that I have been put through trials to prepare me for meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life loving, to better appreciate him, respect him and cherish the love, that he would give; only asking that I return the same. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you, but they are much more than mere words, they are my thoughts and feelings, and I send them out to you.

I very much desire that you find it in your heart and are comfortable with sharing your personal feelings with me, I wish to know you on a more intimate level, I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes, your feelings of the heart with me, I truly wish to connect with you on a level that goes way beyond mere friendship. I really believe that dreams do come true for people which dare to believe in dreams, because if they believe in them hard enough, dreams could become in reality.

I guess that you are shocked that I feel this way, but here, where I was raised, the gift of true love from a man is something that is more similar to a mirage or self-deception, rather than mutual feeling which two enamored people can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say, and I always feel that I have forgotten something important that I wanted to share with you.

My lovely Dave, when I speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone else thinks.I want to tell that you are very beautiful for me. I mean, I find that you are not only attractive as a man, I also speak of the beauty that is within you, beauty of your internal world, and alas, this particular type of beauty is very special and rare. Most men have only appearances, but not have beauty inside, and this is where true beauty is. This, is that for me is the most important and significant in all limits of my character, my soul and my consciousness. Your words spoken to me with so much kindness and care, they express the beauty within you. I think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be, and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would compel to change my mind even a little bit.

I want to reduce essence of all my letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now, or not. I want to tell that I feel, we become very good friends and I really enjoy our friendship. I aspire to learn you more and I dare to hope that you suppose a thought that our relations can develop more than it enough for simple friendship. It is that way which I feel. As always I hope that my letter finds you in good health and spirits, and I hope that every yours wish you have comes true one day. I will look forward to your reply as always with anticipation and impatience.... I hope that your reply is not of a harsh nature, and I look forward to its arrival. With infinite tenderness, your Tatyana

Letter 6

Hi my lovely Dave!
I am so happy to receive your letter, because I missed you very much. Today the ridiculous history has taken place with me. Today I for the first time was late on job. I always wake up when my alarm clock calls. But today I did not hear an alarm clock, probably because in sleep I saw you. I woke up with a smile on the face. But when I have looked at hours, I began to laugh very loudly, because I never slept so long time in the morning. Usually I wake up at 6:30. In job I must arrive in 8:00. But today I have woken up at 8:20. I was quickly dressed and had not breakfast at all, because my boss does not like when workers are late for work. I hurried up very much. I ran very quickly along the street, and when I already came nearer to my office, I have stumbled and have fallen. Can you imagine it? I lay in the middle of street like a starfish, people go near to me, but nobody has helped me to get up. And I have thought, that you Dave necessarily would help me. I strongly injured a knee and a hand. When I have come in job, limping and scraggly, my girlfriend has asked me:"What's happened?" And I said:"I saw in the dream Dave!" It was so funny. Now I feel pain in leg and in hand, but I write to you the letter and I smile. I am afraid that if I will dream of you frequently, I will be compelled to lie in hospital or in fracture clinic (smile).

I think about you and about me. It so is surprising. As a matter of fact we live on the different sides of our planet, but we are so similar. I never was even outside of my country. To travel outside the seas and oceans for me in general outside a reality. I cannot imagine it as though I not tried. And always, as likely many people Never seeing anything except for native house, I console myself by thought, that you have the same blue sky and the same life. Maybe life behind ocean is more cheerful and rich, paints are brighter and the summer is warmer. But also as here, people cry when they feel a pain, people suffer when lose close people, women in torments give birth to children. It is identical everywhere. You and I have the same cares and problems. Every day I try to imagine that occurs in your heart, do you worry or not, do you think of me or not, do you imagine us or not. I think I should change the subject. I do not want to be stodgy and tiresome.

If we shall meet you would like fishing with me? Unexpected question? Simply I have written a first thought which came in my mind. I really like to fish. Women in your country like to fish? Earlier I fished frequently. Maybe for you it sounds unusually. But in Kansk many women like to fish. I not always used true fishing rod. I simply took the long stick and fastened fishing tackle with the float to a stick. My dear Dave, what you shout when the fish seized a worm? Russian shout: "PECKS!!!! " It is my favourite moment in fishing. If a fish for a long time doesn't peck, I lose interest. I treat this occupation not so seriously like a men. If the fish long does not peck, I lose patience. But when pecks well, I have big passion. When I pull out from water a fish on a hook, I laugh and I shout with pleasure, as though me tickle.
Are you ticklish? I very ticklish and if I am afflicted or have bad mood, titillation - the most reliable way to force me laugh loudly up to tears. I think you should know it though I should tell that if you will tickle me, I will resist, I will kick you and I will pinch you with wild laughter of course (smile).

If your beloved lady would love rare flowers which are not sold in shop, you would search for these flowers to present to her or you would buy other flowers, beautiful too but not her favourite? I'm sorry but I have to go.I look forward to hearing from you soon. Have a good day.

Yours love Tatyana.

Letter 7

Hi my sweet Dave! I am fine today and I hope you are too!

I am so happy to get your letter!I am very happy that we have found one another and now we have our relationship and possible soon we shall be together.I again have seen you in my dreams!!! You walk to me but yet you will not kiss me, you only look and smile, you put your hand upon my face and look into my eyes. It is a loving feeling but yet you hold back, not knowing what to do. It is a wonderful feeling, one of contentment, one of security. My feeling is to say how I feel, to take you in my arms, to gently kiss you and to tell you all things will be ok, to feel the passion that is with in us, to share all things that is beautiful in life. I would be yours heart and soul if you wish it this way. I can tell you, that you is my love? Probably I hurry with conclusions. But I am sure that the love arrives to our hearts.

You know, in the childhood I dreamed, that I shall find the prince, with whom I can go on edge of the ground. In a consequence I have understood that actually there are no princes. The Ideal men cannot be found. But close to an ideal which is necessary for you, you can find. I can tell you confidence, that you - is my ideal. I can not explain an origin of love. I can not explain why the woman draws to the man. And I can not explain why the man draws to the woman. It occurs at a subconscious level. I know that you love me, and I feel that my heart is open for your love.I need you very much. I want to be with you. I want to give you all tenderness which for a long time I saved inside me. Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life. The excitement, which tortures me while waiting your letters every day. The feeling, which fills every corner of my heart. Every step I make is safe, because I feel you around me.
You is my love, You is my angel, You is my soul, You is my life! And I want you to know, that I have never felt like this before. You brighten my days and give me the strength to carry on, fighting every day for you. You have shown me deepest emotions and feelings I've kept inside of me for so long. You have shown me the real taste of love. I think that we can meet in the near future. How you think? I think it there will be very important event in our relations. Well, my love Dave,it is time to finish this letter. I with impatience wait your letters.

I miss you, and I love you very much!!!
Your love Tatyana

Letter 8

Hi my love Dave.
It seems to me that our dream is beginning to come true. I have already imagined for thousands times this meeting, but even now I can't describe what our meeting will be. I am sure in one thing that it will be one of the most desired days in my life! Today, I feel myself is heroically! Today I have done really a heavy way to our joint purpose. I have visited tourist agency on questions of travel abroad. The commission on questions of visas has approved my application, and now I can register the visa, and going to you!!! I have overcome all necessary tests and medical survey. Then I long told him about you and about our relations, I have given the commission our correspondence (I hope you not against?).

There was a question with payment of the visa, but I could overcome this difficulty. I had only 280 dollars. It was insufficiently, and still required 200 dollars, therefore I have asked my boss this sum. He has listened me and can not give up to me. Now I have concluded the contract and have given all necessary documents for registration of the visa.
Today I have paid all necessary services and now only it is necessary to wait results. I hope you glad for my successes, it is our general success! I hope that soon we can meet and our dreams will come true! I want it very much as I have fallen in love with you and now I want to tell you about it, looking in your eyes!! Soon I can receive my visa and arrive to you. Write me your full name, a full home address and the most nearest airport located to you It is very important! For end of registration of the visa it is necessary for me to buy air tickets. Under the contract which I have concluded with tourist agency, I personally should give them money for air tickets. The employee of agency buys air tickets for the certain dates (it is necessary to write down dates of action of the visa), and only after it, I can receive my visa and air tickets, and then I going to you, my love Dave!

I hope you can help me with monetary expenses for purchase of air tickets. It is necessary for me of 1750 dollars as it is necessary to get air tickets there and back This sum includes the insurance, trip on transport of the company up to the airport and a free-of-charge meal during travel. Now I need in your help, I have made everything, that was in my forces. Now our meeting depends on you and I ask that you have sent me money for air tickets The employee of tourist agency has informed, that the most effective way of a direction of money, it is a system of remittances with the name "Westernunion". I have found out, that it is the fastest and safe remittances all over the world. Westernunion is absolutely nearby, and I think, that it is the most optimum variant for a sending of a remittance.It is Western Union address where you can send money:
KANSK , Russia 663600
For reception of money I should know your first name - (Dave), your last name (??????????), your full home adress - (????????) and Money Transfer Control Number (MTCN) - (0000000000) Then I without problems can receive a remittance and finish document registration for this travel! I think the God will help us. I simply want to meet you Dave. I miss you very much. I shall wait for your answer. Good day, my love Dave!

Your love Tatyana.