DATING SCAMMER Alya

My Sweet, My Dear Phil!
Thank you so much for this happiness of communication with the nice and kind person. It seems like your letters became necessary for me! :-). I try to close my eyes and imagine that I hear your voice…. That I sit near you, on an armchair, and you, leaning your elbows on an elbow-rest, talking to me…. We feel each other's warmth, the smell of hair, we are together and it's the most important…. We talk about the eternal question in this life: a man and a woman and love….
Love is the beautiful feeling, which has been glorified by poets in all ages. But every person perceives and sees that feeling in his/her own way. Now, as years passed, I have changed my comprehension of the feeling. For me this feeling should begin somewhere very deep in a soul, and it should grow slowly, carefully, as 2 persons get to know each other, as they find common points of contact of their souls, common views, mutual interests, common thoughts and feelings, emotions, something in common concerning comprehension of this world, and of course it must be a deep attachment and affection between them. And then, it seems to me, that moment comes, when they feel themselves happy and loved. But that feeling is to be based upon confidence in each other, stability, absolute trust, affection and desire. And it seems to mea relationship should be built exactly this way, like children's toy-house made of bricks.
I know that nothing in this life can be achieved simply